I flew back from Colorado last night...got home around 2 am. If it weren't for columbian coffee i'd probably be asleep at my desk right now. I only have 2 more hours though. Denver was nice and Boulder is a gorgeous city. The first night I was slightly homesick and nervous because I didn't know what to expect from the training. i had to make a ( Read more... )

It's not even 9 yet and I want to go home. I'm trying so hard not to miss Victor as much as I really do but since I need to function in the world...I can't let it eat me up. I'm just counting the minutes until Friday at 5:30...when I am able to see him. This really sucks but we'll still love each other no matter the miles. I helped him move out ( Read more... )

This week will finally be over in about 7 hours. I can't wait to get out of this place. It's our end of quater right now so there's a very good chance that I will be stuck here until 8 tonight. Everyone has to meet there quota apparently. My guess is it won't be as busy considering it is the Friday before Labor day...and I can't imagine CEO's ( Read more... )

I'm really gross right now...I should shower soon. I woke up at 12 today....i don't like waking up so late but sometimes I need to get that extra sleep. I'm trying really hard to keep the faith with everything that is going on in my life at the moment. I have to have faith in my friends...and in the bond that we shared for all these years..that ( Read more... )

It's Day 4....I don't refer to the days of the week as monday, tuesday, wednesday.... anymore...it's days 1 through 5 ( Read more... )

Westcon is making me want to desperately go back to school! I like the money I'm making but this isn't what I want with my life. I need to finish my major in psych and get a degree! At the moment i'm waiting for something to happen.....waiting for something to do or for victor to hurry up and take me out to lunch! Even the most stressful work ( Read more... )

Everything is going good so far...which tends to scare me. i always have this mind set that no matter how good my life is going at the time that something will come and disrupt it. like a ticking time bomb. i shouldn't be so pestimistic but i always felt that it's better to expect the worst so when something good happens it makes u feel ( Read more... )

I'm constantly tired ever since I started working 7 days a week. I have no social life..and my relationship with friends is barely hanging on. I make awesome money but have nothing to show for it because I'm always too busy taking care of someone. I've been doing this my entire life. Then I have certain friends who i love dearly telling me that ( Read more... )

So i'm offically stranded at work. 1. because victors an ass and i'm going to kill him. 2. because none of my friends drive luckily for them I DO! and 3. any of my friends that do drive i rather not call...i'd walk 1st. so now i'm stuck here....debating how long i'm going to wait before i decide to walk home from fucking tarrytown ( Read more... )

WTF!?