i have read most of stargirl, it's intriguing. well, i'm not going to apologize, but i'd like to think i'm on speaking terms with you if it's not to late. i don't know what to say, i can't be sorry. i guess i should explain. i remember when we first met and i thought you were like..weird, but then after awhile you were rad. then evolved into a very rad person. i thought i knew you a little, i thought you had good intentions, and knew not to make simple mistakes. mistakes that could easily be caught by thinking for a second or two more. smoking is horrid, drinking is bad. new-found love for alcohol? kind of weird. i thought you had better..morals? i don't know if that is the word. it makes me disgusted how much you've changed in the past months. maybe it's the fact that i haven't talked to you much that drives me away. changed..by..i don't know, your basic attitude. maybe you're just growing into adult derrick. you're more badass and non-sensitive. i guess i can't handle it. i only like to be around certain people. i'm a shallow
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