YamaJima Part I
Title : Love , Lust and Loss
Pairing : YamaJima
Rating : NC 17 just kindly close the tab is you unable to face this stuff lol
Genre : Angst , Romance
Summary : When you can't hold you feelings anymore.
Warning : BOYxBOY
- BAD YUTO
- SMUT well for this part only~ :P
It's already passed 8pm as he look at the watch. The was silent and he was sitting on the the couch at their living room. His index finger tapping continuosly. A frown released and soon his face formed a smirk as he heard the front door being open. A chubbycheek guy appear not long after it.
"Where did you go?" Eyes never pointed at the person when he ask.
Silence.
...
...
"I'm asking you, Ryosuke. Where did you go?" He averted his eyes to the latter. No words were utter by the guy named Ryosuke but only to lowered his head. Losing his patience, he stood from his seat and move closer to the smaller. Ryosuke took two step aback as the tall guy move forward. A strong hand grab his wrist.
"ANSWER ME!"
Tears leaked and his hands struggling to release from the harsh grip.
"I-I have..c-clas-"
"DON'T LIE TO ME!"
He kicked the vase before pinned the trembling guy to the wall.
"Don't lie to me Ryosuke.."
He trace the wet cheek and thumbs the tears away.
"Where did you go?"
"K-Keito ask-"
A hard slap landed on his face before he manage to finish his words.
"I'VE TOLD YOU NOT TO MEET HIM! WHY CAN'T YOU LISTEN TO ME!"
He grabbed the latter chin harshly. Blood were leaking at the corner of his lips and tears keep on flowed on his face.
"I..I'm sorry..Y-yuto...I'm....s-sorry.."
He begged in fear. He scared with the person in front of him. Yuto have changed to completely different person. The used to be kind and warm Yuto has change. It was all because of that day. The day that Ryosuke never expect Yuto would told him about his feelings.
They've been together for almost four years. Living together in a same house and doing things their like together. Yuto is Ryosuke's step brother. Despite his height, Ryosuke is older by a few months than Yuto. Their parent meet and decide to be together. They were happy at first. Yuto accept Ryosuke as his step brother and so do Ryosuke. But it didn't last.
Yuto suddenly act weird toward him when Okamoto Keito being introduce to him. He tend to act cold and gloomy towards Ryosuke. Sometime the latter would be over-protective to him. Being caring like he learned from Yuto, Ryosuke then confront the latter. But what he expect were out of his mind. Yuto reveal his feeling that he keep for three years toward him. Ryosuke love Yuto so much that he can't even describe it. But the love that he have fot the latter is not like what Yuto have for him. He loves Yuto as his brother.
"Hush...don't cry..." Yuto pulled Ryosuke in to his embrace.
"I'm just worry what if something bad happen to you." He kissed the browned haired guy head.
A hard sob filled the place. Ryosuke shrugged his head and clutch on Yuto clothes. He's afraid of Yuto. The reason why he went home late was to avoid being alone with Yuto. Anything could happen. Both of them were left alone at the house. His mother together with his step father went out of town for a week. His mother offer him to join them but he have a school work that need to be done. At the end he choose to stay alone with Yuto.
Ryosuke wanted to stay at his bestfriend, Keito, house. But the guy have another guest that day. Having no other options, finally he went back home late. He thought that Yuto already asleep but he's wrong.
"Now go take your bath. I'll prepare your dinner." A smile that he doesn't know lines on Yuto's face. Ryosuke didn't even told the latter that he already ate at Keito house but just nod his head.
~o~o~o~
It was late night when suddenly Ryosuke awake from his sleep. A sudden weight laying on top of him. He tried to scream but his mouth being covered. Tears rolled while his hands trying hard to push the Yuto whom have just straddle him.
He saw the eyes belong to the latter. Although his room was dark but he can still see it. Yuto's eyes full with lust and it scared Ryosuke.
"Why can you see me the way I see you?" Yuto whispered while his hand brush off Ryosuke bangs. Another tears escape from the figure beneath him.
"Hey...don't cry...." He licked the tears away. Slowly Yuto removed his hand from the person mouth.
"P-please....l-let me go..."
He begged the tall latter. He still struggling to release himself from the lust person.
"Hush....I'll be gentle..."
Yuto stroke Ryosuke's face softly. It caused Ryosuke to shivered. Slowly his hands move and unbutton the clothes.
"this is wrong...." Ryosuke tried to push Yuto away from him but his effort were useless. Yuto bent down and planted a kisses on Ryosuke's neck.
"It wont take long...I promise..." He huskily talked to Ryosuke while sucking his neck.
"NO. STOP!"
Everything went quickly. The floor messed with their clothes so do the bed. Ryosuke were already laying naked beneath Yuto but he still struggling to push the latter away from him.
"Stop! No! Please...I beg you...Stop..."
Using his legs, Yuto spread Ryosuke's legs and insert his index finger into Ryosuke. A groan were heard from the latter. Yuto added another finger and the same respond he got from Ryosuke.
"S-stop..I-it hurt...p-p-please..."
He voice turn him on more and before Ryosuke know, the three finger were now out from himself and changed to another thing.
"N-NO.."
He cries. His lower part of body is burning. He buried his nails on Yuto's chest. Everything went worst as Yuto increase his pace.
"E-e-enough...s-s-stop...h-hmm.."
Yuto cover the dry lips with his. Hard breathing filled the room mixed with painful whimper. That night was the heinous night for Ryosuke. Yuto stole his dignity away. The latter raped him.
Yuto grasped the small hand of Ryosuke and pinned it at both side of Ryosuke's head. He slide his finger in between the latter's finger and locked their hands. Shoving his tounge inside the wet cavern, he savour each part of it. He moved his hips faster and harder before he heard a gasp beneath him. Positioning himself, he thrust continously to hit the spot.
A warm fluid splurted inside of him but the moves never stop until he relesead on Yuto's stomach. The cries when louder.
"Why....why......"
He hits the tall guy chest powerless. Yuto caught the hand and crash his lips to Ryosuke's lips.
"Because I love you, Ryosuke...and I want you..."
He start his moves once again. The limp figure beneath him hissed in pain.
"e-enough...please...i-it hurt.."
He plead the latter to stop. But Yuto ignore his weak voice and increase his pace more. Ryosuke unable to have it anymore and slowly his eyes closed and he lost his strenght to move.
The whimpering sound slowly disappear. Yuto stop his pace for awhile and gaze the latter that laying under him. Ryosuke already fall unconcious. Yuto claim the swollen lips once again before he start another
One incident leads to another incident. Every night Yuto would always satisfy himself and his poor step brother become his lust victim. A week is like a hell for Ryosuke. Yuto totally lost his mind. The latter does even care about where and when he want Ryosuke. Sometimes, he'll just abuse Ryosuke at their living room or drag the latter into his room.
Finally, both their family home. Ryosuke say nothing about Yuto's act to them. He thought that the tall guy will stop the torture. He was right at first. Yuto stop sneek into his room everynight but it didn't last longer. Two days after their parent home, Yuto suddenly appears on top of him while he was sleep.
"I miss you, Ryosuke..."
He huskily whispered and his hands doing the same things, removing the fabric that cover the shivered body. His night never change. The pain never leave his body.
"No...."
He tightly close his eyes and push the guy away from him but it never work. Yuto held his naked body firmly and drift to his ecstasy world.
~o~o~o~
Two months have passed and almost everynight Yuto would abuse Ryosuke. Everythings was left unknown to both of the parents. Yuto never threat the latter to not to reveal his act but Ryosuke is the one that choose to keep it silent. He blame himself for making Yuto change to unknown person. The used to be caring and loving Yuto were now changed to coercive and abusive Yuto.
Things turned into invinsible as he hold Ryosuke figure in his arms. All that he feels even it was wrong, will turned to right. The greedy feelings will control his mind. He's too much in love with Ryosuke. No, He's actually obsessed with the latter. Too much until he can't even control himself and confused between love and lust.
Bags were thrown to the floor. Both of them had just reach their house with Yuto dragging the small guy harshly to the latter room. Opening the door, Yuto then throw the older to his bed and grab his chin.
"Y-yuto..I-it hurt.."
"THEN WHY DID YOU TALK WITH THAT GUY!!!"
He scream in front of Ryosuke. The latter already burst into tears.
"I've told you right??? I hate it when that bastard close to you...why can't you listen to me? WHY?!!!"
"I'm sorry! I'm sor-"
A kissed cut his talks. His school uniform being ripped and throw to the floor. Yuto quickly slides the black fabric the covered lower part of the latter down. Closing his eyes tightly, Ryosuke bit his lips as the length entered his body. The room filled with his whimper and Yuto's hard breathe.
. . .
. . .
. . .
Something fall down. His eyes opened and turn his glance to the sound. The movement stop as both of them averted their eyes to the door.
"mom.."
She stiffed on her stand. The school bag belongs to her son were laying down her feet. Her eyes fixed to the two young guy especially the short guy that laying naked beneath her step son. Everythings slap her. Her only son, were having sex with other guy and worst the other guy is her spouse son.
"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU TWO DOING????!!!"
In split second Yuto pulled himself out and Ryosuke covered his exposed body with the blanket. The woman walked towards Ryosuke.
"M-mom...I-"
A hard slap landed on his cheek. The woman breathe unevenly as her eyes pierce the latter.
"ARE YOU INSANE?!! THIS IS WRONG!!"
"I-I'm s-"
Another slap landed on his face.
"FOR GOD SAKE RYOSUKE!!!! HE'S YOUR STEP BROTHER!!!"
She turned her eyes to the other guy. Yuto's eyes were bulged out as he saw the woman slapped her own son. Another slap being throw by the woman yet this time it landed on Yuto's face.
"YOU'RE BROTHERS WITH HIM!! WHY DID YOU DO THIS WITH HIM???!!!HOW COULD BOTH OF YOU DO THIS??!!!!!"
Tears race down his face and he keep on lowered his head. His mother then turned her eyes to him.
"How long you've been doing this?" She asked her son in a firm tone as she tried to be calm.
Silence. She lost her patience and lift up her palm once again to hit the latter. Before it landed, another hand caught her wrist. Yuto grabbed the woman hand.
"Stop hitting him."
He voiced it out. The woman then swatted the grip. Slowly, a warm liquid leaked from her eyes. She stares her only son with a disappointed eyes.
"You've disappoint me, Ryosuke."
She palmed her face and released a deep breathe before she throw a glare to the guys.
"Satoru should know this....." She averted her eyes to Yuto. "You father should know this.."
She walked away from the room leaving the two person alone.
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. . .
. . .
"W-why....why do we need to be like this..."
Ryosuke talked after a long silence. He lift up his face and gaze the tall guy. His eyes were already red as his cheek wet with his tears.
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to be continue~ X3
AN :
- I'VE POST IT....GOSH...I'M DEAD....this will be my last smut fic. (; n ;) I'll never touch this stuff anymore..well..may be read others fic is an exception lol
- I decide to divide it into a few parts since the fic have a long story |3 so, this will be the second YamaJima multi-chap fic that I've done.
- I'm not sure if I can update this fic regularly. (bow) but I'll try~ \(n_n;;)
- The must be a lot of mistake here especially that part lol
- will be in f-locked after 24hours~! for my safety xD
- COMMENT ARE LOVE~! :D
Pairing : YamaJima
Rating : NC 17 just kindly close the tab is you unable to face this stuff lol
Genre : Angst , Romance
Summary : When you can't hold you feelings anymore.
Warning : BOYxBOY
- BAD YUTO
- SMUT well for this part only~ :P
It's already passed 8pm as he look at the watch. The was silent and he was sitting on the the couch at their living room. His index finger tapping continuosly. A frown released and soon his face formed a smirk as he heard the front door being open. A chubbycheek guy appear not long after it.
"Where did you go?" Eyes never pointed at the person when he ask.
Silence.
...
...
"I'm asking you, Ryosuke. Where did you go?" He averted his eyes to the latter. No words were utter by the guy named Ryosuke but only to lowered his head. Losing his patience, he stood from his seat and move closer to the smaller. Ryosuke took two step aback as the tall guy move forward. A strong hand grab his wrist.
"ANSWER ME!"
Tears leaked and his hands struggling to release from the harsh grip.
"I-I have..c-clas-"
"DON'T LIE TO ME!"
He kicked the vase before pinned the trembling guy to the wall.
"Don't lie to me Ryosuke.."
He trace the wet cheek and thumbs the tears away.
"Where did you go?"
"K-Keito ask-"
A hard slap landed on his face before he manage to finish his words.
"I'VE TOLD YOU NOT TO MEET HIM! WHY CAN'T YOU LISTEN TO ME!"
He grabbed the latter chin harshly. Blood were leaking at the corner of his lips and tears keep on flowed on his face.
"I..I'm sorry..Y-yuto...I'm....s-sorry.."
He begged in fear. He scared with the person in front of him. Yuto have changed to completely different person. The used to be kind and warm Yuto has change. It was all because of that day. The day that Ryosuke never expect Yuto would told him about his feelings.
They've been together for almost four years. Living together in a same house and doing things their like together. Yuto is Ryosuke's step brother. Despite his height, Ryosuke is older by a few months than Yuto. Their parent meet and decide to be together. They were happy at first. Yuto accept Ryosuke as his step brother and so do Ryosuke. But it didn't last.
Yuto suddenly act weird toward him when Okamoto Keito being introduce to him. He tend to act cold and gloomy towards Ryosuke. Sometime the latter would be over-protective to him. Being caring like he learned from Yuto, Ryosuke then confront the latter. But what he expect were out of his mind. Yuto reveal his feeling that he keep for three years toward him. Ryosuke love Yuto so much that he can't even describe it. But the love that he have fot the latter is not like what Yuto have for him. He loves Yuto as his brother.
"Hush...don't cry..." Yuto pulled Ryosuke in to his embrace.
"I'm just worry what if something bad happen to you." He kissed the browned haired guy head.
A hard sob filled the place. Ryosuke shrugged his head and clutch on Yuto clothes. He's afraid of Yuto. The reason why he went home late was to avoid being alone with Yuto. Anything could happen. Both of them were left alone at the house. His mother together with his step father went out of town for a week. His mother offer him to join them but he have a school work that need to be done. At the end he choose to stay alone with Yuto.
Ryosuke wanted to stay at his bestfriend, Keito, house. But the guy have another guest that day. Having no other options, finally he went back home late. He thought that Yuto already asleep but he's wrong.
"Now go take your bath. I'll prepare your dinner." A smile that he doesn't know lines on Yuto's face. Ryosuke didn't even told the latter that he already ate at Keito house but just nod his head.
~o~o~o~
It was late night when suddenly Ryosuke awake from his sleep. A sudden weight laying on top of him. He tried to scream but his mouth being covered. Tears rolled while his hands trying hard to push the Yuto whom have just straddle him.
He saw the eyes belong to the latter. Although his room was dark but he can still see it. Yuto's eyes full with lust and it scared Ryosuke.
"Why can you see me the way I see you?" Yuto whispered while his hand brush off Ryosuke bangs. Another tears escape from the figure beneath him.
"Hey...don't cry...." He licked the tears away. Slowly Yuto removed his hand from the person mouth.
"P-please....l-let me go..."
He begged the tall latter. He still struggling to release himself from the lust person.
"Hush....I'll be gentle..."
Yuto stroke Ryosuke's face softly. It caused Ryosuke to shivered. Slowly his hands move and unbutton the clothes.
"this is wrong...." Ryosuke tried to push Yuto away from him but his effort were useless. Yuto bent down and planted a kisses on Ryosuke's neck.
"It wont take long...I promise..." He huskily talked to Ryosuke while sucking his neck.
"NO. STOP!"
Everything went quickly. The floor messed with their clothes so do the bed. Ryosuke were already laying naked beneath Yuto but he still struggling to push the latter away from him.
"Stop! No! Please...I beg you...Stop..."
Using his legs, Yuto spread Ryosuke's legs and insert his index finger into Ryosuke. A groan were heard from the latter. Yuto added another finger and the same respond he got from Ryosuke.
"S-stop..I-it hurt...p-p-please..."
He voice turn him on more and before Ryosuke know, the three finger were now out from himself and changed to another thing.
"N-NO.."
He cries. His lower part of body is burning. He buried his nails on Yuto's chest. Everything went worst as Yuto increase his pace.
"E-e-enough...s-s-stop...h-hmm.."
Yuto cover the dry lips with his. Hard breathing filled the room mixed with painful whimper. That night was the heinous night for Ryosuke. Yuto stole his dignity away. The latter raped him.
Yuto grasped the small hand of Ryosuke and pinned it at both side of Ryosuke's head. He slide his finger in between the latter's finger and locked their hands. Shoving his tounge inside the wet cavern, he savour each part of it. He moved his hips faster and harder before he heard a gasp beneath him. Positioning himself, he thrust continously to hit the spot.
A warm fluid splurted inside of him but the moves never stop until he relesead on Yuto's stomach. The cries when louder.
"Why....why......"
He hits the tall guy chest powerless. Yuto caught the hand and crash his lips to Ryosuke's lips.
"Because I love you, Ryosuke...and I want you..."
He start his moves once again. The limp figure beneath him hissed in pain.
"e-enough...please...i-it hurt.."
He plead the latter to stop. But Yuto ignore his weak voice and increase his pace more. Ryosuke unable to have it anymore and slowly his eyes closed and he lost his strenght to move.
The whimpering sound slowly disappear. Yuto stop his pace for awhile and gaze the latter that laying under him. Ryosuke already fall unconcious. Yuto claim the swollen lips once again before he start another
One incident leads to another incident. Every night Yuto would always satisfy himself and his poor step brother become his lust victim. A week is like a hell for Ryosuke. Yuto totally lost his mind. The latter does even care about where and when he want Ryosuke. Sometimes, he'll just abuse Ryosuke at their living room or drag the latter into his room.
Finally, both their family home. Ryosuke say nothing about Yuto's act to them. He thought that the tall guy will stop the torture. He was right at first. Yuto stop sneek into his room everynight but it didn't last longer. Two days after their parent home, Yuto suddenly appears on top of him while he was sleep.
"I miss you, Ryosuke..."
He huskily whispered and his hands doing the same things, removing the fabric that cover the shivered body. His night never change. The pain never leave his body.
"No...."
He tightly close his eyes and push the guy away from him but it never work. Yuto held his naked body firmly and drift to his ecstasy world.
~o~o~o~
Two months have passed and almost everynight Yuto would abuse Ryosuke. Everythings was left unknown to both of the parents. Yuto never threat the latter to not to reveal his act but Ryosuke is the one that choose to keep it silent. He blame himself for making Yuto change to unknown person. The used to be caring and loving Yuto were now changed to coercive and abusive Yuto.
Things turned into invinsible as he hold Ryosuke figure in his arms. All that he feels even it was wrong, will turned to right. The greedy feelings will control his mind. He's too much in love with Ryosuke. No, He's actually obsessed with the latter. Too much until he can't even control himself and confused between love and lust.
Bags were thrown to the floor. Both of them had just reach their house with Yuto dragging the small guy harshly to the latter room. Opening the door, Yuto then throw the older to his bed and grab his chin.
"Y-yuto..I-it hurt.."
"THEN WHY DID YOU TALK WITH THAT GUY!!!"
He scream in front of Ryosuke. The latter already burst into tears.
"I've told you right??? I hate it when that bastard close to you...why can't you listen to me? WHY?!!!"
"I'm sorry! I'm sor-"
A kissed cut his talks. His school uniform being ripped and throw to the floor. Yuto quickly slides the black fabric the covered lower part of the latter down. Closing his eyes tightly, Ryosuke bit his lips as the length entered his body. The room filled with his whimper and Yuto's hard breathe.
. . .
. . .
. . .
Something fall down. His eyes opened and turn his glance to the sound. The movement stop as both of them averted their eyes to the door.
"mom.."
She stiffed on her stand. The school bag belongs to her son were laying down her feet. Her eyes fixed to the two young guy especially the short guy that laying naked beneath her step son. Everythings slap her. Her only son, were having sex with other guy and worst the other guy is her spouse son.
"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU TWO DOING????!!!"
In split second Yuto pulled himself out and Ryosuke covered his exposed body with the blanket. The woman walked towards Ryosuke.
"M-mom...I-"
A hard slap landed on his cheek. The woman breathe unevenly as her eyes pierce the latter.
"ARE YOU INSANE?!! THIS IS WRONG!!"
"I-I'm s-"
Another slap landed on his face.
"FOR GOD SAKE RYOSUKE!!!! HE'S YOUR STEP BROTHER!!!"
She turned her eyes to the other guy. Yuto's eyes were bulged out as he saw the woman slapped her own son. Another slap being throw by the woman yet this time it landed on Yuto's face.
"YOU'RE BROTHERS WITH HIM!! WHY DID YOU DO THIS WITH HIM???!!!HOW COULD BOTH OF YOU DO THIS??!!!!!"
Tears race down his face and he keep on lowered his head. His mother then turned her eyes to him.
"How long you've been doing this?" She asked her son in a firm tone as she tried to be calm.
Silence. She lost her patience and lift up her palm once again to hit the latter. Before it landed, another hand caught her wrist. Yuto grabbed the woman hand.
"Stop hitting him."
He voiced it out. The woman then swatted the grip. Slowly, a warm liquid leaked from her eyes. She stares her only son with a disappointed eyes.
"You've disappoint me, Ryosuke."
She palmed her face and released a deep breathe before she throw a glare to the guys.
"Satoru should know this....." She averted her eyes to Yuto. "You father should know this.."
She walked away from the room leaving the two person alone.
. . .
. . .
. . .
"W-why....why do we need to be like this..."
Ryosuke talked after a long silence. He lift up his face and gaze the tall guy. His eyes were already red as his cheek wet with his tears.
. . .
. . .
. . .
. . .
. . .
to be continue~ X3
AN :
- I'VE POST IT....GOSH...I'M DEAD....this will be my last smut fic. (; n ;) I'll never touch this stuff anymore..well..may be read others fic is an exception lol
- I decide to divide it into a few parts since the fic have a long story |3 so, this will be the second YamaJima multi-chap fic that I've done.
- I'm not sure if I can update this fic regularly. (bow) but I'll try~ \(n_n;;)
- The must be a lot of mistake here especially that part lol
- will be in f-locked after 24hours~! for my safety xD
- COMMENT ARE LOVE~! :D