i'd actually prefer to have SLEPT, tho

[tsuki_no_bara]

last night, while i was trying and failing to sleep - seriously, i had the hardest time falling asleep and staying asleep, and for no good reason - i half-assedly wrote in my head a kind of immediate epilogue for my bigbang. (as in, "this is what happens right after the ending that i actually wrote".) it was mostly smut and will never exist

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[anonymous]

Aw. Write it! I did read the bigbang, did comment, did love it, and would like to read what you describe, or at least a meager part of it! Does the bB need it to be great? No, but cupcakes don't NEED sprinkles, either. Still, they don't hurt!

[tsuki_no_bara]

i can't count you if i don't know who you are! :p what i've described is mostly porn with two boys who are both kind of surprised by their attraction to each other. and by "kind of surprised" i mean "i never wanted to bone a guy before, but i really want to fuck you through the mattress". and then they proceed to figure out how to do so. and this is after the hand jobs and the blow jobs and the rubbing and the whole thing.

i did start writing a few-years-later type epilogue, tho.... no smut, but you do get to hear the conversation between jared and the grocer's six-year-old son.

[klgaffney]

and next thing you know, they're living on a farm and trying to raise horses and not starve to death and jared tells the grocer's son that the scar on his arm is from when he was a bank robber and got shot, and jensen is less than pleased that jared is telling people that.

that is kinda adorable and i'd totally read it.

also, that was my first ep of r&i, and i can't decide if that was a bad first episode or a good one, because on one hand, the whole serial killer trope is done to death for me and i actually wandered out of the show halfway thru because i was so frustrated by the stupid (it just felt like it was at the point where the charas intelligence was being squished in order to make the story work? and that drives me crazy) otoh, the parts that weren't warped to be part of the re-heated trope were fun, and i like THEM. and i even liked that i didn't like r's mom. i like that r's family ain't perfect. i do kinda wish i'd wandered back in to catch the ending, tho.

[tsuki_no_bara]

the kid sez "what's that scar on your arm?" and jared sez "i used to be a bank robber, don't tell anyone, and i got shot" and the kid sez "really??" and jared says "really" and the kid sez "dad! mr p used to be a bank robber!" and the grocer sez "stop pestering the customers" and later jensen says "i wish you wouldn't tell people we used to be criminals" and jared sez "the kid's six, do you really think anyone is going to believe him? besides, no one cares any more." which is true. and somewhere chad is REALLY DISAPPOINTED.

that's the thing about r&i - the characters are likable (even mom :D ) and kind of fun and worth watching, but the case parts... aren't. and i want to like it but i'm not sure how much i do. plus, i keep comparing their way of catching serial killers with the way they do it on criminal minds, and r&i kind of comes up short.