Sick To My Stomach

[tso_h]

So I knew and I know that it shouldn't bother me that Sean has someone on the side, but I can't help but wonder, what the fuck is wrong with me? What is so bad about me that every guy I talk to or talks to me or tells me they like me or I like them, what is it about me that they either go back to their exes or end up talking to someone else on the

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[feldtbutt]

Ashley, quit going after dirt bags... Any guy who tries to hide you or keep the world from knowing you guys are going out is not worth it. They're hiding something, and it isn't you. Right now, you're dealing with idiot guys. Don't date anyone from Haskell. Date someone who's not going to that school (hopefully, he'll be more mature). That guy is out there. YOu guys just haven't clicked yet... Be patient (it's okay to yell back at me to shut up because I don't think I could be patient either if I were in your situation).

[tso_h]

Ugh, but that's the thing though, he wasn't suppose to be a dirt bag. I didn't pick him. He was picked for me. He was the one everyone wanted thier guy to be like, but he couldn't be like that for me. He was too controling and I knew that and we had all these things that went wrong between us, but for some unknown reason things jus seen to bug me about all of it. Geez, I don't even know. And I'm not going to tell you to shut up because I need to hear it from someone else besides me. LOL I tell myself the same thing that you said over and over, but it seems not to click. Next semester will be different. . .hopefully!! Haha Geez, I jus know how to pick 'em and everyone else knows how to pick 'em for me too. Geezus lol