#15 [Accidental Video Post]
[Cissnei is lying on a bed, eyes closed and breathing shallowly, a very... Comfortable change, compared to how she was originally lying unconscious on the dirty Wasteland ground. She's wearing the T-Shirt and shorts Ginia gave her from last time, somehow, too.
Guess what, Beyond? She's alive after all. Ha, ha.]
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Guess what, Beyond? She's alive after all. Ha, ha.]
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Well... That's...
I'm no one to say, this isn't right, I understand it best of all. After all is suicide what I am dreaming of all day, one off the few wishes I have.
[He tries a smile]
But that is me. It doesn't keep my from thinking it isn't the best way for others. The only ... friend or whatever I had, back home, commited suicide a long time ago. It still haunts me, that it may be my fault.
[Another deep breath]
What I'm trying to say is.... I'd miss you like hell.
I'm afraid, I'd cry more than ever and I know you hate that.
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I thought you said you were going to start living again in this place,
and that you wanted to make yourself different again. It's impossible to forget the past, but what lies ahead is formed by the road you've worn down and created on your own. Your footsteps lie heaviest in the ground you've treaded upon.
[Cissnei smiles.]
Don't cry. Even I didn't cry when everybody left, so why should you?
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And Adstringendum won't let me do anything else, since death persons come back anyway.
L being here and some things changed my perspektive a bit...
... I have no real answer to that...
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... But if you return missing a limb or your memories or whatever the Animus throw at you, it's not really worth it, is it?
At least think that you're a guy and guys shouldn't cry.
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[He sighs]
...Easier to say, than to do, believe me.
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[Cissnei grins delightedly.]
You little fag.
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