This morning I ate a bowl of cereal.
I kept myself busy all day: Going to classes and volunteering didn't get me home until 8:30 or so.
I was STARVING.
So I ate some Tostitos with salsa, and two pieces of white pizza.
And then I purged. AGAIN.
I went upstairs and purged in the shower, then actually took a shower to clean off.
I feel so disgusting.
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But now, for some reason, I have. I want to stop it before it's too late, but the urge overcomes me and I literally don't even think about it. I just do it.
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All of the physical effects can literally KILL you.
I've gotta stop this.
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Here's a suggestion, when you feel the urge to purge write your thoughts in your journal. Also, reading the book "Perfect" really helped me. Maybe it will help you too :)
Have you ever tried a water cleanse? Apparently that helps with bulimia. If you would like to start one, let me know and I will join you!
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And I'll have to look up that book - who is the author? I'm sure if I look it up online I'll find it, but sometimes there are a lot of books with the same title.
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