I haven't updated in a good 20 days. Life has been more than amazing. I have everythnig I could ever imagine. No one can bring me down. I'm so full of love it's truely sicking. School starts soon, and that makes me sad because then these days will just become memories. I love my friends and everyone who has made this summer, the best by far.

Wow, i havent updated in forever. ive been really busy, so i guess thats why. ive been going to school and trying to keep up with that, ontop of planning a house party for the end of the summer which is pretty stressful, im not gunna lie. ive been hanging out with ariel a lot lately too, i loveeee her! and marissa haha shes an idiot but one of my ( Read more... )

Today I went to the mall with Rissa Riss and we were such fucking retards. Her dad drove us there and then we told him that my mom was driving us home, but she wasnt, we were just planning on taking the bus. So, we ask the lady at the Information Koisk and she said that the bus leaves at 615! We had no money because I bought this Hollister hoodie ( Read more... )

Yesterday was so random, but good. Rissa Riss and I wanted to go to the lake around 330? 4? Honestly, I have no idea what time is was. So, we start off as our regular routine, deli, red bull, lake, swings. I get to the deli and I saw Steven Razzano and Kevin Graffeo walking out and I smiled, and then I saw PJ inside and he was nice. Then Marissa ( Read more... )

I didn't get to go to fire island today because my dad said that I am "taking advantage" of him lately because I am doing all this fun stuff yet, I still have to go to summer school. But the thing is, I want to fit in as much as I can before summer school starts, and he's an idiot. I want to do something today, but I'm not quiet sure what yet. I'm ( Read more... )

I woke up at 1030 today and Gigi was coming to pick me up at 1050, so I had to take the quickest shower of my life, and I didn't even do my hair but, WHATEVER! So, when she got here I told her I needed to find my shoes and that took me like 5mins but then we left, and went to go pick up Mollie Burke! and Jolee! Then the four of us went to Island 16 ( Read more... )

I had summer school signup today, whatever. There were a lot of people there so it wasn't that terrible. Then, my mom brought me out to lunch and now I am home. Tomorrow I am supposed to go to the beach with Mollie Burke and I hope I find a ride because I really want to! Saturday I'm having a sleepover with Danielle which I'm excited about because ( Read more... )

I feel like I have changed him, in a way that only we will know. He showed his true feelings to me, and that's rare. Looking back on everything, yeah, I was hurt but I think I was truely blessed to have him in my life, even if it was only for a little while. It taught me a valuable lesson and that's to let everyone know how you honestly feel ( Read more... )

It was back in January, and I had just discovered what it felt like to having someone kiss you. For real, a real kiss. Hard on the lips, and one of those out of your own shoes experience... I had finally taken that big leap from the kid who had just went on dreaming of having a boyfriend, to the girl who actually had one, and had done more than ( Read more... )

The loss, my loss, wasn’t easy. It wasn’t sudden or obvious. There were no flashing neon signs or announcements made over the loudspeaker in the grocery store to tell me what was happening. Maybe I was clueless. Maybe I was naïve or in love. Maybe I never really had him at all ( Read more... )