im really bored right now. nobody else is here so i can actually get on a computer now. and now that im on one, i dont feel like doing anything. i wouldnt mind talking to someone though, the only problem is finding someone that could stand to listen to me bitch about how stuff sucks and bla bla bla. i think i just made myself mad... hmm, thats a ( Read more... )

wow.....everything still sucks. im just gonna get plastered in a few minutes so i dont have to think about anything. maybe i'll go into a coma sometime soon...really soon. i just want to get away from everything for about a month. i went fishing with my brother the other day, we never really get a chancce to hang out anymore so it was cool, i had ( Read more... )

This is sad... im writing in here so get stuff out but i dont want to say anything depressing because as far as i know, only one person reads this. i dont want you to feel sorry for me or anything. i've been through a lot, especially in the past month or two. i've been led on and thrown on the ground so fast and hard and so many times that i just ( Read more... )

last night was pretty fun....aside from the whole continuous vomiting and getting locked outside part. why am i so different from every other guy i know? i dont think its a bad thing, i just dont get how they can be such assholes. i feel sorry for every girlfriend that has to put up with any shit like the kind i was a witness to earlier. i dont ( Read more... )

why is it that you're always bored when you know you have something that you need to do and just don't fee like doing it? Is it always bad to be alone? Its ok if you're ok with it right? what if you're not ok with it but you cant really do anything about it? what do you do then? why do i always know so much when it pertains to other people but not ( Read more... )

happiness is a disease. fortunately, im immune to it

i wonder how retarded my friends believe i actually am.....(friends, haha....well, there is that one guy) we'll have to "fix" that......... So, yeah...umm...heh. i'll pick this up some other time, not in the same place though. i have to talk to some people or something