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today, i got in a huge fight with mom & dad. i made arrangements in case i were to run away, i know where i'll go. they said im dumb, i dont think, im ungreatful, i hate this. i try. they never see that. mom, dad? I HAVE ALL A'S AND B'S IN SCHOOL FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE FUCKING 6TH GRADE. please, be HAPPY for me. but no. instead you yell at me. ( Read more... ) -
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yesterday, i had a really good day. nothing bad happened, except i got bit by s golden retriver. but i thougt that was a good thing because now, i can be in pain, and it isn't self inflicted. my finger where the dog bit me is broken, its swollen beyond belief, and has a huge cut on it from the middle of my finger to my nail. my nail is bruised and ( Read more... ) -
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to that one person who loves me unconditionally.........
to that one person who loves me unconditionally- you know who you are ( Read more... ) -
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Today i went on the bike for 2 hours. Rode 20 miles. Burnt over 400 calories that i didnt have in my body. Im so done. Heartbroken for the last time. Drinking till i pass out. Hopefully i never wake up.
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Bottled.
Bottled
How long am I going to sit here,
and just keep writing down,
all the feelings that I'm bottling up,
I feel like I'm going to drown.
only the close ones know,
of the pain I'm going through,
thank God for all their help,
but why am I still blue?
during my days,
I still laugh and scream,
but its been different,
since that one emotional dream.
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it's over.
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fml
So. Beyond. Done.
I fucking give up.
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days without cutting ( Read more... ) -
Broken Heart. I give up.
Days without cutting ( Read more... )