Wow I feel like such a bad LJ friend. I haven't updated since October. I think part of that is because I forgot my name!! haha, sorry guys. Everything has been good. Been kinda sick, trying to get over that. BAck in Cali, from x-mas leave. Friday should be good, I get paid and I get to go eat lunch with a friend of mine that I haven't seen in ( Read more... )

Soooo I made it back to cali. I LOVE LOVE LOVE my apartment!!! Its fabulous. And we got a new addition to the fam....his name is Igor and he rocks my socks!

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So wow. I havne't updated this thing in like months. I guess I shoudl do that huh? Well right now I was supposed to be in California but that was all shot to hell and back. Which is a very good thing cause now I get to spend more time with my girlfriends!! I love that! Plus I"m getting to hang out with alot of different poeple that I hadn't ( Read more... )

So this has been a bad week. I know its been awhile since I've been on here so I guess I shoudl update this thing. I'm working on completeing my scrapbook and will hopefully ahve that done by the end of this weekend. Eric and Kayla's wedding went off without a hitch and it was beautiful! I'm so happy for them. I found out today though that I ( Read more... )

7 weeks til I leave to go back to Cali

11 weeks til Kyle returns to my arms.

I'm so happy right now I could scream!!!!

Freddy Browne is a hero amoung heros. Another friend killed by a drunk driver. All will be well in time. It just takes time. Now I'm fearful for my husband everyday because of his given situation. I just want him to come home. Although I did find out he will be back in October so its all good. I will be leaving to fly back out there in ( Read more... )

So....haven't talked to Kyle in a month, haven't had a converstaion with him in almost 2. Its been 2 weeks since I have recieved a letter, but it was all worth it at 2:00 today when I got paged that I had a delievery for me at the receptionist counter at work. He sent me flowers that said I love you and I miss you. He does love me and it totally ( Read more... )

So I went to the doctor yesterday just to have him tell me that I have anixety and that I'm depressed. Go figure. So now my new best friend is Lexapro which is making me feel better. Good enough I guess. I now know the reason Ihaven't been able to talk to Kyle, and it makes me really unhappy. I can't explain for certain reasons but you will ( Read more... )

i miss my friend. i miss my friend. i miss my friend. why i can't i just hold him once agian. why can't he just be mine again? why can't i just live my life with him? why why why.

So I pretty much haven't updated this thing in like a month. my bad ya'll. So its been kinda crazy. Kyle has been gone, I've been alone but I have the bestest friends in teh world to help ease the pain! Except for on Saturday night, that was pretty painful afterwards! I've been working tons and tons, so overtiem is owning me right now, but the ( Read more... )