No, I didn't know. If that's what you feel you need to do, then so be it. I'm not happy about how things have been left, despite what you may think, but I doubt there's much I can do about that. You've reached whatever conclusions you have about me. There are no more explanations or reasons I can give you other than this is me. I get frustrated. I don't mince words. Sometimes I am insecure. Everyone seems to think I'm made of stone but things get to me as much as they do anyone else. It was never my intention to do anything other than try and make things better for you. I didn't want you to be haunted by your past and by the way people have treated you forever. If you know me at all, you should know that.
I won't check the book. I bought it for you. It doesn't belong to me. Either you collect it or I'll put it away somewhere.
I think it is what I need to do. I spent time with Dad, Dio came and saw me and when I got back, that house felt so empty to me, there was nothing in it but memories I didn't want to keep.
As for you...I was putting a wedge between you and Kitt, I saw the fighting, I heard the words, I never wanted that. I know you didn't want to make things hard, but seeing you mad and hurt ny me made it all so much worse. In the end, you were one of the only people I had left and I hurt you deeply.
I think there's a wedge to be put there, to be quite honest. Circumstances make me concerned when he gets close to someone like yourself. I don't really want to get into it. At the end of the day, they're my own worries. Now stop doing that. This is the sort of thing that makes me want to tear my hair out.
I hate feeling so empty, I have searched for a purpose and come up with nothing, nothing seemed to make me happy, I could make people happy, but not myself and I didn't even feel happiness from making them happy. And I think the house had a great deal to do with it, it was filled with memories of time that will never happen again. I felt better at dads, but people couldn't come see me there if they wanted to, In San Francisco they can...if they wish too.
Someone like me? Poppy, we're not going to run away together or anything, I never looked at Kitt with anything but complete friendship.
Dear Iris, I will always respect your choices. I hope you find what you need. Now lets just hope it makes you happy as well. Yes, I will bring the wine. You know me too well. *G*
It seems that you have decided to leave. You will be missed, whether you believe it or not. I will take care of my sons and love them well. I promise to go by the house and visit the gardens once in a while. It seems like such a waste not to marvel and enjoy their beauty.
Take care of yourself, Iris. And I truly hope that you find what you're looking for.
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No, I didn't know. If that's what you feel you need to do, then so be it. I'm not happy about how things have been left, despite what you may think, but I doubt there's much I can do about that. You've reached whatever conclusions you have about me. There are no more explanations or reasons I can give you other than this is me. I get frustrated. I don't mince words. Sometimes I am insecure. Everyone seems to think I'm made of stone but things get to me as much as they do anyone else. It was never my intention to do anything other than try and make things better for you. I didn't want you to be haunted by your past and by the way people have treated you forever. If you know me at all, you should know that.
I won't check the book. I bought it for you. It doesn't belong to me. Either you collect it or I'll put it away somewhere.
I hope to make him happy.
P
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I think it is what I need to do. I spent time with Dad, Dio came and saw me and when I got back, that house felt so empty to me, there was nothing in it but memories I didn't want to keep.
As for you...I was putting a wedge between you and Kitt, I saw the fighting, I heard the words, I never wanted that. I know you didn't want to make things hard, but seeing you mad and hurt ny me made it all so much worse. In the end, you were one of the only people I had left and I hurt you deeply.
Please keep the book...
And you will, he loves you deeply.
Iris
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I understand that feeling.
I think there's a wedge to be put there, to be quite honest. Circumstances make me concerned when he gets close to someone like yourself. I don't really want to get into it. At the end of the day, they're my own worries. Now stop doing that. This is the sort of thing that makes me want to tear my hair out.
I told you, no.
Love isn't always enough, but it's a good start.
P
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Poppy
I hate feeling so empty, I have searched for a purpose and come up with nothing, nothing seemed to make me happy, I could make people happy, but not myself and I didn't even feel happiness from making them happy. And I think the house had a great deal to do with it, it was filled with memories of time that will never happen again. I felt better at dads, but people couldn't come see me there if they wanted to, In San Francisco they can...if they wish too.
Someone like me? Poppy, we're not going to run away together or anything, I never looked at Kitt with anything but complete friendship.
Why?
It's not always a good start.
Iris
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I will always respect your choices. I hope you find what you need. Now lets just hope it makes you happy as well. Yes, I will bring the wine. You know me too well. *G*
Dionysos,
...but you already knew that*G*
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*snugs*
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Well as I said, feel free to bug her anytime, she's about, just moved on a little.
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It seems that you have decided to leave. You will be missed, whether you believe it or not. I will take care of my sons and love them well. I promise to go by the house and visit the gardens once in a while. It seems like such a waste not to marvel and enjoy their beauty.
Take care of yourself, Iris. And I truly hope that you find what you're looking for.
Always,
Paris of Troy
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If you ever wish to visit, I'm here, otherwise, call.
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