that boy

is now my boy

I have to stop thinking that bad things are going to happen

Just have to take it a day at a time

although I think i've almost broken him already.

in 3 days he's had more sex than he's had in over 6 months.

and i just have to take this a day at a time and not freak out.

It also explains my absences and some other stuff.

It's amusing that when you are desperate just for someone to listen. There is honestly noone readily available, or who doesn't have a million and one things going on themselves, therefore you really can't bother them with what is going on with you at the general moment in time ( Read more... )

I survived Corporate Love Day ( Read more... )

Ok so I had a massive Abcess IN my arm around two weeks ago, it was the size of a cricket ball. 3000mg antibiotics a day and dressings and drainings later its prety much healed. Cue friday morning, a chafing like lump in the same arm but this time in the armpit not halfway down like the last one .... 2000mg of different antibiotics a day AND cream ( Read more... )

I think my libido has DIED.

I'm a mixture of things right now. I'm trying to just make everything in my life a bit more simple ... so cutting off toxic childish people has happened, they just don't seem to get the point that I plain old no longer care ( Read more... )

Don't you hate it when someone can easily tell everyone else about something to do with you.

yet they can't even fucking talk to you about it ...

mature...

for no reason what so ever am horribly short and cranky with people.

Am going into hiding until new years eve :P

Who cares what anyone thinks, I'm not really hurting anyone and by god I broke a bed today from fucking so hard *blushes* thank god it wasnt mine LOL

glah.

My vow of celibacy is shot to shit .... 15 days before my assigned time frame... I am such a naughty girl *blushes* BUT IT IS CHRISTMAS!!! Aren't I allowed some fun? Besides my new car of course... LOL