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[tropicaldrm]

I am having another bum kind of day. I just keep thinking about my dad and how much I miss him and the fact that I am never going to see him again. It's hard because I really have to remind myself of it sometimes. Before I hadn't seen him very often (every month or so) but now I have to tell myself that it isn't even going to be like that. I know

Comments

[ezzvaldez]

You shouldn't apologize...this isn't randomness or blabbing. This is remembering your dad and facing your feelings and all that's happened lately.

I can say that I already took your advice...the day after I found out about your dad I called my mom and my dad to tell them I love them, and I couldn't do it without crying.

*hugs*

[enricov]

Don't apologize, you're feeling sad and you should express it if you want to. It takes time to get over things like that. Feel what you need to feel, and in time it will get better.

[brakspants]

Wow...

Hang in there

[nicks_crown]

What you are feeling, this jumbled mess of emotions, its natural, its part of a process most caring beings go through. You've had a tremendous loss, and worse, and unexpected one. This is much harder to deal with than say a person who has had cancer for the past 3 years finally ending the battle. None of it is easy, and it will go in phases. You will catch yourself mourning at some odd times, and most likely, at some special times (birthdays, holidays, etc.) Take each day as it comes, it will get easier over time. You will never have to worry about losing the memory of your father.