well hello there kids. i left my other journal entrie up so long because i thought i made some good points and i wanted as many people as possible to read it, and possibly leave some comments, tom loves comments you know. first of all this song Badge, by Cream, is a nice soothing song that reminds me of the fair in 8th grade, like what i was ( Read more... )

Sex. its something everyone thinks about, especially teenagers. not necseasarly the art of it, just maybe the topic. well i have alot to say about it. first i would like to say, that usualy sexual acts are fun, and bring pleasure and joy. but sex is supposed to bring more than that. its supposed to be a ritual between to lovers. the art of sex can ( Read more... )

why is it i always think about her. every song, every picture, ever voice reminds me. why is it always on my mind. why is it i always type the same amount of dots after my words when im sad.....why!>? no one cares especially her. no one does. who knows, this sucks.....why are u even reading it.....

well my day consitsted of faggot school, then comming home. my mom bitched at him for skipping 5th and 6th hour once, like its a big deal once, my friends skip entire days, weeks at a time and they get mad over 2 times. i was going to summeraize 7th or 8th grade but didn't have time looking for vintage clothing. im just mad about life, school, and ( Read more... )

i just got done watching austin powers, i luv all those movies, the 1960's were such a great time. i wish i could have lived during them like in my 20's, but i'd be nervious about the draft in vietnam, maybe if i were a british citizen. any how, i remember a all around good feeling at the end of 7th grade. i remeber sitting on the computer and just ( Read more... )

im listening to this song because it makes me thing, and it gives me an uplifting feeling, about life and the things in it. especially love. i understand what she is saying. its a good song, you should download it. i keep going on about love in every journal entrie, but u kno its precious, and fucking ass hole people don't appreciate it. i do not ( Read more... )

well its after midnight, really board and tired, just sittin here listening to some stones. my eyes are watering and itching me and its pissing me off, i don't know why there doing this. im also snesing alot, but i always do that. i bought pizza today at cruz's, it felt good to buy pizza, well this is gay, so read my other entries cause this one is ( Read more... )

well i just got back from cruz's house. we really didn't do much, just hung out, ovbiously not our usual O:-), anyways my friend rachel is being mean and saying things that dont' make sense, i dont think it is her. well i feel bad about the worms still, but Ms. Jamie left me a really nice comment and it made me feel alot better, so i thank the ( Read more... )

well i walked into my garage this morning. sure enough couldn't save them all, there were 2 worms on the drive way all dried up. if i would have just looked harder last night i could have saved them. i feel empty now, like i killed them, i wonder what there family is thinking, jesus christ my son is dead, or what the fuck, my wife, shes dead too. ( Read more... )

i don't know anymore. i seriously want to settle down with a girl, but no one takes me seriously. i am a good guy, i don't fight, im very peacful, and i enjoy love storys, i mean maybe on the outside i look like a mean old freak, but i am good person, i just helped 2 worms get off the side walk into the dirt so they didn't die, and honestly i felt ( Read more... )