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I miss you
I dont want to love him anymore. I dont want to feel this pain anymore. Why does it have to be this way, why does God let people fall in love and get married and then rip each others hearts out? I just want to be happy, I just want to smile. I just want this whole in my chest to GO AWAY. I miss his love, I miss his touch, I miss his smell, I miss ( Read more... ) -
Valentines day
Well yesterday was Valentines day and I have to say that I had a pretty good day. I made some people that were having hard times at Brigade smile because I got them some candy. That made me feel good. Josh got me some roses and a box of candy and Dustin got me a box of candy. He's my G. :-) Things have been pretty bad here at home for a while. I'm ( Read more... ) -
Wa-hoo!
Well I guess I am just going to make it a habit to write in this thing about once or twice a year! Things are going okay, Josh and I bought a house in canton and Joshua turned 2 on Monday. I cannot believe it has already been 2 years since he was born! And what a hoot he has become! lol Bills bills and more bills it feels like all we do is work ( Read more... ) -
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Well, I got to go to the race this past Sunday it was awesome! It was defiantly the best race of the year next to Dega. We were in the 3rd row right in front of pit road and the start/finish line! It was great; Tony Stewart won and climbed the fence right in front of us!!! EEE~! Then he jumped down in the crowed, I ran down there so I could try to ( Read more... ) -
The Night I Got Kissed By A Stripper
Well goddamn I am still alive. I have been so busy in life that can you believe that I actually forgot about this thing for a while! Oh well, it's my journal I can forget about it if I want to! Anyway.... had a good/interesting weekend. Saturday was Jennifer’s Birthday, Jennifer, Corey, Josh and I all went to US play to bowl (well Jennifer would ( Read more... ) -
The Married life
I know it has been a while since I have posted an entry that ( Read more... ) -
Haha?
Nothing says "I Love You” like statutory rape ( Read more... ) -
Well I am just the SHIT now!!! Hehe
Well now I have "Fast access DSL" Wa-hoo! I am just the shit now, next thing you know I'll be getting a credit card in the mail! Haha So far I am loving this. The dial up that I had was actually really not so bad; it was the fastest dial up I have ever been on! As funny as that might sound. Have to admit that AOL's e-mail was much kooler...but you ( Read more... ) -
Good Times
Okay, so I tried smoking again this weekend. Josh was kind enough to tell me that if I did I would not have to worry about baby boy that he would watch out after him. Hehe I had a MUCH better experience! I laughed at everything and Corey, Josh, and I played Veja-Games together! I totally sucked but I couldn't see very well, which made it even ( Read more... ) -
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WELL, FUCK IT ALL.