...well as an over all experience besides spending my money to feed myself and others...as a day itself it wasnt the worst and was spent with preferable company...but as any kind of celebration or anything out of the ordinary Id have to say it was the most disapointing bday ive ever had....goes to show you not to expect....anything..
god...what a fucking bitch I was... All that SHIT seems so far behind me now. And I fucking SWEAR, hearing this makes me feel like I was a TOTALLY different person.It makes me want to kick my ass. lol...I am embarrassed by it being up here, not only because It sounds really bad,and is a constant reminder of how badly i treated you, but because the priorities I had were so meaningless. Now, I dont even THINK of other men, or get excited like I used to. I feel like that part of me has been castrated, leaving me with the most wonderful feeling of freedom. I fucking hate "men", and I have no desire to look for anyone new. I only have eyes for you...If solitude is what u sentence me for what I have done in the past, so be it. Splitting up has only made me aspire to be more. To be the best partner/lover there ever was. To love and live each day like it were our last, and NEVER take for granted what u are given.Dont make me settle for less, and waste it on someone who doesnt deserve it... All you endured, was for this moment. YOU deserve it
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i am adding you to my friends list on here
nice one liners too
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