Why did I do that?

[trias_cube]

Oh god..I just told my mother that I don't want to marry a guy and want to live as a gay person and maybe have babies someday without necessarily having a guy as a partner without meaning to do it!!! I had thought of just saying that I don't want to get married....why did I say all the other things???!!! *panicked*

Comments

[thegiantkiller]

Eek! How did she take it?

[trias_cube]

Well, she didn't like it and strongly expressed her opinions and how I was being selfish but it could have been a lot worse - so I'm lucky I guess. I'll write more in a post.

[grrlgoddess]

Wow! i think sometimes when the gates are open the flood just happens. If you are close to your mom, of course you want to tell her how you feel so maybe your subconscious just took over?

*hugs*

i hope it went ok.

[trias_cube]

*Hugs you back* Thanks. Yeah that's what happened, like you said about the flood. I didn't realize what I was saying until everything was out and the call was over. But it could have been a lot worse. I'll write more in another post.

[curgoth]

*hugs* good luck.

[trias_cube]

Thanks! *Hugs you back*

[melskunk]

*HUGS!* Wish i had read this before I called

Don't panic!

[trias_cube]

Thanks hun! *Hugs you back*

After writing this post, I was panicked and wanted to talk to someone. But then I realized that I really needed to talk more to my mom and called her a second time and talked more. Overall, I'm feeling kind of relieved. I'll write more later...

[trias_cube]

Exactly! It all just came out. :) But now I'm kind of relieved about it.