the world is a depressing place ( Read more... )

today is the 25th anniversary of Sid Vicious' death.

RIP Sid and Nancy.

YAY ( Read more... )

um, so, i guess for all that don't know, i'm at home. yeah. i've made my decision to leave santa cruz. i left yesterday. everyone has been really cool about it and supportive and i'm glad to be back and surrounded by love. i'll probably go back next week to wrap up stuff and move out. the only person i said bye to was javan. i got his phone ( Read more... )

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last night...

isaac: are you saying i should go find a girl, shake her and then eat her out with a straw?
me: YES
krista: i dunno man, that's your own decision
isaac: i think i will

we also decided to make slurpee porn....don't ask.

"i should go ho my sew up"

i believe i was trying to say "i should sew this hole up".

i rule at talking.

i saw the sun rising this morning.

it made me grateful to be alive.

i feel incredibly like holden caulfield right now. i think i finally truly understand what the hell he's talking about.

man, i've been trying really fucking hard not to think about stuff, but it's fucking impossible. i am too emo. FUCK i really don't want to go back to school i hate santa cruz, i want to be here with the people i love, i fucking hate being so far away. i fucking hate being so alone. i hate everything right now.