Self-Esteem for Dummies

[travlr1]

It isn't because I don't want to work that I don't have a job... I enjoy structure, routine, going to work and doing something, getting paid... I don't mind that sort of thing at all. No, the problem is shyness. I wouldn't say that it is a lack of assertiveness, not really. I have the will and the drive to do things, I want to make YouTube videos,

Comments

[jasonfoo]

i think you've built your own unsustainable reality. instead of boxing yourself into doing things only for you, you need to figure out what other people want that you can provide.

and also, you don't have to starve, there are places in town that will readily feed you without you having to reach out to acquaintances in the hope that they help you.