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[transposition73]

Leave a Bad Taste in Your Mouth
supernatural || dean/cassie, john
r
spoilers through "route 666"
remix of eloise_bright's Going Without for the spn_remix challenge

[Post-hunt and post-Cassie, Dean muses.]
1002.
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did i disappoint you
or leave a bad taste in your mouth
you act like you never had love
and you want me to go without
{johnny cash // one}
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Comments

[stephanometra]

lasdfkjlaskdfasd God, it hurts, it hurts so much. I love how iron-hard and distant John is compared to the softness and warmth of Dean's memories of Cassie, how Dean connects the two mistakes, multiplies them together. GOD, HE'S JUST SO GOOD AT BEATING HIMSELF UP, IT'S A WONDER ANYTHING ELSE EVER GETS A CHANCE.

♥

[transposition73]

UGH DEEEEEEAN. D:

Thank you, darling. ♥

[quidditchkiss]

I love them. They're so bittersweet. Ugh. You know I love this, like really REALLY love this.

Just utterly amazing.

[transposition73]

I know you do, ugh. ♥

Thank you, babe :)

[iamstealthyone]

Good remix, with lovely, hurty moments. Dean’s POV works well here. I kept wanting to hug him and make it all better.

Favorite lines:

He closes his eyes and slinks down in his seat, as if he could hide himself from the world. Well, maybe not the world. Maybe just John Winchester.

Poor Dean! Much as he loves John, John can be a real pain sometimes.

like she was something to be revered, something to be polished and set in an engagement ring

Lovely analogy.

Sometimes he would blink and she'd be a different person, not quite Cassie Robinson and not quite Mary Winchester, but someone whose name was on the tip of his tongue, and it tasted like hot dinners and lazy mornings.

Great phrasing.

He's glad Cassie never saw him like this, like some kind of prize fighter. He'd rather she think he was out of his mind than a monster.

Oh, Dean. He definitely never wanted her rejection.

He doesn't dream, but that's okay.

*hugs him*

[transposition73]

Gah, thank you so so much ♥

[iontas]

Ouch! Poor Dean. This was so good and so sad.

[transposition73]

Thank you :)

[jj1564]

You really got inside Dean's head here, with his tangled relationship with John and his need for 'normal'. Really poignant.

[transposition73]

Thanks :)