when are we doing our duet, muskrat love? (you dont mind if i call you muskrat love, do you?)
ps i have been too shy to contact your friends, and meanwhile tomorrow I am told is the bear night at a certain place. i really really dont know how to interact in such situations!
meanwhile, if a bear night is challenging to *you*, how would i possibly survive such a wilderness. i went out for the ifrst time in a very long time, and got so many comments and gropings -- my foundation for understand bar interactions is from a decade ago, in dyke bars -- i thought there would be... i dont know, lots of ...talking...?
its nice that people want to flatter me, etc, but I know its not my real body they are drawn to, its an imagined body that motivates the attention. Also people can get angry when they find out youre TS.
it was two guys mainly, and both made a lot of comments in relation to my appearing Jewish. One guy even pu this hands down the back of my pants...he was niceer though than the one who got into a huge thing about circumcision. By the end it was creepy and I couldnt enjoy the attention any more.
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(you dont mind if i call you muskrat love, do you?)
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i have been too shy to contact your friends, and meanwhile tomorrow I am told is the bear night at a certain place.
i really really dont know how to interact in such situations!
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I don't mind at all!
And you should just add those guys on LJ right now, and take it from there.
I wish I could go to the bear night with you! I find it hard to go to stuff like that by myself.
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meanwhile, if a bear night is challenging to *you*, how would i possibly survive such a wilderness.
i went out for the ifrst time in a very long time, and got so many comments and gropings -- my foundation for understand bar interactions is from a decade ago, in dyke bars -- i thought there would be... i dont know, lots of ...talking...?
its nice that people want to flatter me, etc, but I know its not my real body they are drawn to, its an imagined body that motivates the attention.
Also people can get angry when they find out youre TS.
it was two guys mainly, and both made a lot of comments in relation to my appearing Jewish. One guy even pu this hands down the back of my pants...he was niceer though than the one who got into a huge thing about circumcision. By the end it was creepy and I couldnt enjoy the attention any more.
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sheesh!
- scks
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and last night i was singing with the tenors, i tell you. if i shoot tonight,
ill be a high baritone by shabbes.
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