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On the backburner
lately I been in my own little world remembering dave and ali and others that came and went in my life in that magical place.
Watching the second season of The Orville as TOR reommended it. The library rocks!
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so tired
Today I broke down blubbering in my room after finding out I was once again forgotten. I feel so unappreciated lately.
I have no control anymore. But the music is talking me through life.
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paper vs pc
Starting today I plan on journaling in a notebook like I used to but will also post here after working stuff out.
I miss Russ/Floyd so much from the old days :(
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like a weeping child
With the death of Terry today , all the flood gates came open not for just mom passing but the missed opportunities of always being put on the back burner while he was too busy to take notice of a survivor wanting to reach out before she passed ( Read more... ) -
A long and harsh road
Mom passed and I am just starting to feel it :(
I feel bitter and more under-appreciated daily and apathetic.
Nuff said,
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New digs
Mom passed away a little while ago so I am not minding it since she died on the operating table with one of us during birth and myself did that too so I kind of don't mind her passing as I saw her before she passed ( Read more... ) -
tired as heck
I had my time in the hospital and now I am just getting back to normal, time marches on :P
I can't believe it's been over 17 years that I have been using Livejournal.
I am writing again in a tablet as well as here - The tablet is to keep track of my recovery and to practice my penmanship :) -
One heck of a life
I have not been in the best of health lately and went through a lot but don't plan on fading away without notice like gweeptish and shouse and many others we lost in life and I miss the old board as it was a great way to let off steam.
I have since found more ways to cope with life and feel a lot more easy in life's journey.
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Getting on while here
I'm sitting here listening to Pandora on the Roku and listening to Madman Across The Water by Elton John and really thinking about getting back to programming in basic as I miss it a lot.
I also miss my online friends as well. I also no longer post on Facebook either since it is no longer for me.
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Thoughts on the digital divide
Isn't it strange how some songs take you back to a safer time? Here I sit listening to The Commodores sing the Nightshift and feel like my old self before the meds did it's damage.
I have not been doing much like I wanted to, such as program in some games and such. Also I no longer post to Facebook or much else now.
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