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I find myself wanting to cut again. Cutting was my way to relieve stress! and now the stress is building and building!! It has been ten months since i last cut. and now i find myself craving it! just craving the pain and watching myself become mutulated!! I can't cut i promised my boyfriend i wouldnt do it anymore and i'm trying as much as possible ( Read more... )

Yesterday was thanksgiving. i feel so fat right now. I went to my moms for dinner and my boy came with. My family kept making remarks bout his hair. he has a blue mohawk. i love his hair but they didn't it was boring and i'm sick again.

today was an okay day til school got out. Me and my boyfriend got into a few arguements and were both pretty upset for a while. the entire walk back to my house was done in silence. it really made me mad cause he kept on asking questions i couldn't answer. well my lifes boring so all done! I'm also pretty sick and it sucks.

today sucked. yup did absolutely nothing. i was in Dwight and saw a few friends. There was one person I wanted to hangout with but it didn't work out that way. I couldn't get ahold of him so i just gave up. I hate not being able to see certain people when you want too. I came back to Wilmington at 2:00 and saw my boyfriend for about an hour! Yipeee ( Read more... )