These past couple of weeks have really sucked. My brain is on overload and it feels like its going to explode most of the time. School is so difficult.. i really hope its not going to be like this for the next 8 years. Ive been pretty lonely lately.. ive just been hanging out with jillianne and mike. They are the only people i really have in Tampa ( Read more... )

went to a USF round up with jillianne. it was alot of fun.i saw a couple people from sarasota there. The comedian dane cook was there. He was hilarious. So im coming back to sarasota tomorrow. Omg , gas is so expensive .. im really afraid i wont be able to get gas on my way back to tampa. I feel so horrible about the tragedy in new orleans. I feel ( Read more... )

my weekend starts tomorrow. i only have school until thursday. school is really difficult, i never expected to get this much work. eh, i gotta suck it up. im coming down to sarasota in a couple of days . i might go to ybor with jill and this friend of hers tomorrow. hopefully i'll meet some new people. i really wanna find a guy. i dont like being ( Read more... )

Im living in Tampa now... i like it so far, its great living with jillianne. i love that girl.I would be so lost if she wasnt with me. well last night i went to my friend mike's apartment and hung out with a bunch of other college students.. me and jill were the youngest people there. i got pretty drunk, so jill had to drive us home. It was fun tho ( Read more... )

last night went to tampa with aimee, arnas, justin to go to the bay area hard rock festival. i had a lot of fun. Drunks make me laugh.we went to dennys at 3 in the morning.. i hate that place.Im moving in 17 days. Theres still a bunch i need to do before i go. Odium is having a show in tampa on the 27th..im gonna go since its gonna be right down ( Read more... )

i cant believe its almost august. im leaving in less than a month. tomorrow is friday and i really want to see my friends, i wish there was something to do in sarasota.Not much is going on , ive been hanging out with aimee about everyday, ive enjoyed it alot even though she gets me too smoke..im starting to like it again. not good.i havent seen ( Read more... )

i got my car today.. 2005 toyota corolla, its black and gorgeous..my parents are way to good to me, i know i prally dont deserve it , but i do love it .. i was in such a great mood until called justin and he always knows how to ruin me in a thousand pieces.. i think now im just going to sleep

i feel dead inside.. my heart has been torn out of my chest way too many times. the worst thing ive ever felt is loving someone more than they could ever love you ........

damn .. i seriously hate stupid sluts ... stupid ppl get on my nerves .god i wish i had a fuckin shot gun .. i would kill soo many ppl .. fjsdfhshjhtjkrdhgkjrzjfo

ever since i was real young ive had attachment issues with guys.. having sex when your thirteen just so u can get the guy to "love"you .... or paying a guy $50 just so u can spend an hour with them ... or the most recent problem,staying with a guy after he's cheated on you continously with a prostitue just because they were the only guy to "love" ( Read more... )