I think anon is sick of me bitching about BF troubles. But I am definitely glad that that is the worst of my troubles.
I am also freaking out a bit about the next month. All 5 of my closest friends are away (they're not even travelling together, it's just some stupid coincidence) and I will be even lonelier than I am now.
Oh lord, uh... gosh, pick one. Illness/pain, unemployment/money issues, loneliness/loving some one I can't have yet, family dramas/deaths... just a myriad of things. I'm coping by focusing on the bright side of everything, or trying to. Also just by sheer distraction, which is not always good.
Same things as usual: I'm trying to deal with school as well as being away from Rhonda. I'm not coping that well, but I guess it's the best that can be expected.
Things aren't too bad right now actually. Aside from my constant struggle with schizophrenia and the stuff that comes along with it, I guess the toughest thing to deal with right now is that I don't know when exactly I'm going to be moving. Uncertainty freaks me out to a horrible degree.
I'm not coping with it very well though. I just bitch and whine. :x
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I am also freaking out a bit about the next month. All 5 of my closest friends are away (they're not even travelling together, it's just some stupid coincidence) and I will be even lonelier than I am now.
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Does that mean you will have them eventually?
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I'm not coping with it very well though. I just bitch and whine. :x
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