funny how i wish i were in bed right now.
this time tommorrow i will be in college prep amcerican history.
i really need school right now.
my energies are going nowhere i want to do something fucking productive already.
i have to be at work in an hour, so i think it's shower time.

I like work. I like Jacob - nothing serious... but it could be fun. Right? No commitments. Fuck JT... Of course I have issues with commitment. Have you met my family? Do you know anything about me or my past? Do you fucking see what I see every day? Do you listen when I vent to you? We are opposites. End of story. End of relationship. Ass bag.

1) american history college prep - rose, 2) drama III - jones, 3) latin III - allen, 4) english III - cox, 5) geometry - lewis (new teacher), 6) sociology - rave / creative writing - waldrip, 7) chem I - swidel (new teacher)

i knew the idea of it was bad.
i went against myself and did it.
now i'm not happy.
why can't i just tell someone when it just doesn't feel right anymore?
why am i such a bitch?

everything is just so good right now. i'm really happy.

Taylor's back. He looks amazing. Today Hannah, Mike, Taylor, and possibly Keith and JT will be going to the river. Miranda might meet us there with a few others. Its not even hot today. Jesus hates us, like I told Mollie, because he knows all of the the horribly offensive blasphemous shit I am going to say in advance. Today will be good though ( Read more... )

Actually I'm quite annoyed.
JT went to Iowa.
He told me his mom said yes.
Really she said no.
I'm really being too hard on him.
But I think I'd rather kill him than see him stoned again.

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