"All alone I fall to peices."

[tourpentine]

I really need to talk to you Nicky. I can't stand you being that state of mind anymore. I love you and you know that, or atleast I hope you do. You are the one, if not only person I trust. I am really worried. I didn't want to say anything in front of Amy, Chris or Brian. I could see the uneasiness and sadness in you. You are getting sick not only

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[thedepthsofhell]

I've been like this for a while now, it's just starting to take it's toll worse than ever. I can only handle so much.

Shit happens, I'm not going to wreck myself over it. However annoying or upsetting it may be. And god knows I suck at talking about my emotions unless I'm drunk or talking to you. But then I'm just crying the entire time. Heh, I'm so melodramatic.

However, I really do need to see you again. I don't want you worrying about me though, I'm in great hands for the most part. Jeff refuses to leave me home alone now after my incident, and since the kid doesn't work, he can easily see to it I always have someone around. He's an amazing babysitter/therapist.

I'll see if my dad will let me out Saturday. He probably will. I love you, but we really do need to talk. I don't know why I feel like we're growing so far apart, but I don't like it.<3

[tourpentine]

I feel the same way. But I still feel like I should worry about you because you are my best friend and it wouldn't be right if I don't. So matter what you tell me, I won't stop worrying so in you eye!
I love you!
<3 Nicky

[rippedopenscars]

Aww sweetie I hope everything works out and you get to see her,itd be good for both of you.I miss you,we need to hang out this summer,maybe u cutler and i can all hang out sumtime i love you

<3 Sammy

Im always here in anyway to help