Ugh....I've been sick for 2 weeks and I just haven't been myself. I didn't drink Sunday night at the bar...I shouldn't have even gone but because there's only this weekend left I want to go all I can because I know I'm gonna miss it. I talked to Joe C. and Chris Hoy today and the way we were all talking it made me realize how hard and sad this ( Read more... )

Sooo today was supposed to be my 2nd day of work...ended up not going. I woke up sicker than yesterday and my throat was all red and sore so I just went back to bed and called off work. Well....my mom called and said I couldn't make it..same difference. So I slept until like 2pm then watched movies all afternoon so far. Tonight I'm gonna pack up ( Read more... )

I started a new job today.....yuck....it just made me realize that CP is almost over which is gonna suck. The job wasn't too bad though.....I got to drive alllllll types of cars around that are sooooooooooo nice!!!! But almost anything is better than mine! hahaha. Well its off to drink some hot chocolate ( Read more... )

Sooooooo this weekend totally sucked and I thought when I came home it would get better but yeah its not. So I made all these plans to do stuff tomorrow and hang out with some people I NEED to hang out with so I was all excited. Then my dad came home and told me I have to go to work tomorrow and drive cars around outside all freakin day. I'm ( Read more... )

So today totally sucked because I had to be up early to go for a job interview(which I got the job and I start November 2nd) Woohoo. I'm totally not excited. I work 8:30am-5pm everyday and I'm off on the weekends. So I mean its a good job since I have weekends and nights off...but still. I get paid good too but who knows if I'll like it. We'll see ( Read more... )

Ok so I've realized...that everytime I drink...my life gets f***ed up more and more. The last 3 weeks at Cedar Point I'm not going to drink. Yeah I have fun while I'm drunk or at least I think I do..but the after effects are horrible. So I actually like a guy but since I have a flirty personality it gets me into trouble a lot. This isn't the first ( Read more... )

So I come home hoping things will get better and I will be in a better mood.....yeah thats just not happening at all. I'm getting pissed off at like everyone from Cedar Point because its just like one of those weekends where everyone gets on your nerves, people back home are getting on my nerves, I'm on like no sleep, we have no food in the house, ( Read more... )

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh it was a long night..actually a long day. I was an 0-6 and I had to open the ride which I don't mind..just hate being there at 8:45am. lol. So it was a fun day and it went fast. Around 5:20pm we had a system fault and that took a little while to fix then Jason left 10 minutes early and I was supposed to be the cutback but ( Read more... )

I finally got to sleep in today!!! yay!!!!! It's the only day I'll get to sleep in because my mom made me an orthodontist appointment tomorrow at freakin noon. Grrrrrr. I won't be home until late tonight either because me and Amanda are going to Pittsburgh to visit Kevin and then I'm going to ALF again. I forgot how much I love the leaf festival. I ( Read more... )

Today was a pretty good day. I slept til around noon and then I got up and got ready to go to Clarion for ALF(Autumn Leaf Festival). I was sooooooo nervous about going though because there was like a 90% chance I would see Chad and I haven't seen him since last year. I hated seeing him at ALF last year because he was sooooooooo high that he scared ( Read more... )