WRIST CUT. [don't kid yourself and don't wound yourself]

[totsuki]

Comments

[ikillwithcandy]

I'll admit that there was indeed a time when I cut myself but I never did it on my wrists because I didnt want people to see it. I did it because I felt like I needed to feel pain in order to ignore the more severe mental pain I was feeling. But that was a long...looong time ago and I have no desire to now. I understand why people do it but just because you feel miserable about whatever doesnt mean you should take it out on your body. You need to realize that you have to deal with the problem itself. Its a cop out to just cut yourself.

[totsuki]

Yes, severe mental pain, i have noticed, is usually the case. i guess it is because some people feel that there is no other way. [?] or what if they wan to hurt other people, but can't and end up hurting themselves to make up for that desire?
hmmm, miserable is one way to put it. maybe anger too?

Thank you for your thorough opinion :]

[patsydecline]

Yes, but I havent gone to the pictorial length.
To me it comes
at the point where the phyisical symptoms of this anxiety condition I have get to be too much
I get an urge to get out of my body
or to destroy my body
To kill me before IT kills me
...and at the moment when the cut hurts
that's what you focus on for a moment
and the pain of the cut fading away

Really though, I've never done it that deeply

Also, about dissasociation
That feeling like you arent really present
it's about getting back to base emotion
primal feeling

Some kids obviously do it for attention though.
I knew this girl who'd fucking do it in the middle of a class with a safety pin...fuckin carve pentagrams into herself.Not that that one was exactly lookin for attention...

I dont even wanna show them,usually.

Now I dont cover up the scars anymore
I've given up

I've done it
I'll do it again
One day I wont do it