Got really hammered last night. I think I realized something and that is that I am an angry drunk I really truly am and isnt that awful? I am so mean and rude when I am drunk. I am so sorry to anyone that I have ever been hurtful to while being drunk. I honestly don't know why I am that way sometimes but I mean it just happens and I am going to ( Read more... )

Not to much to say. Just thought I would update. I guess nothing to exciting is new. Took a mental health day today which was really nice. Hope everything is well with everyone.

Stick a fork in me I'm done

this weekend was totally messed the fuck up. i hate my sister so much more now and if you people only hung out with her for like 30 minutes you would hate her too! I cant stand her living here and I want out of this place. life is just shitty right now.

stick a fork in me i'm done

Well I don't think anything to spectacular has happened since my last journal entry. I worked for two weeks making Christmas money which is always good ( Read more... )

Jo today was awesome. I love you so much kid. In the words of Celine you make me who I am.

MY MOM BOUGHT A COTTAGE UP NORTH!!!!!

FIRST WEEK OF JULY IT IS MINE TO MYSELF WHO EVER WANTS TO COME UP CAN!!!!!!!!!!!!

I know it is a long ways off but still keep it in mind for seadooing drinking partying time everyone.

Stick a fork in me I'm done

Well Saturday night was so much. I don't even know what to type except thanks for coming everyone and I hope you guys had as much fun as I did cause it was so incredible and awesome.Words can not describe and I don't know where to begin. So yeah everyone it kicked ass hope you all had a blast ( Read more... )

Well Saturday I went to a Halloween party with Amanda. It was pretty fun I have to admit it had some great moments ( Read more... )

Well it is official Jay and I are now a couple couple. Which is great because that makes me really happy ( Read more... )

Every song I hear now reminds me of Visa. I know it seems stupid to be so upset over a dog but she was more then that to me. She was my everything, when my life was so fucked up she was there to snuggle with and cry on. I love her so much and I miss her like crazy. I am trying my hardest to be happy but I just can't stop seeing her. Everything I do ( Read more... )

Well I lost my best friend my life my daughter my everything. I miss her so much and I don't know what to do with myself ( Read more... )