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whispers of words
having laced such syllables through my ears ( Read more... ) -
stop these harsh things!
my heart could not be more covered in abrasions.
why do i have to suffer these awful dreams?
to see war, to see desperation, to see misery.
it terrifies me, crying myself awake all over again.
and this time, with no compassionate smile to gaze upon me.. -
i said i didn't know
and i tried to stop that jealous murder ( Read more... ) -
i feel the carriage passing over me again
i fell under the wheel, and i got dragged through the mud, my longskirt caught up in the spokes.
i should have known that i was on the brink of another rejection. i suppose i didn't listen.
for my indifference, myself is punished. -
the end of another false month
and the end of a wrestling match with God.
I know I'm on the home stretch, as if I am already receiving my trophies.
Why'd you have to make this... *sigh*
I know.
I won't say disparaging things, I won't despair.
I see the fog is clearing, and I see beauty and the perpetuation of life only in its' wake ( Read more... ) -
it's a blistering cold
sitting here with my toes in the surf, alone with my memories, wondering if you'll come back here, to be with me to make more ( Read more... ) -
when i hold you close to me
everything will be okay
we pray for clarity and strength of will
the tears will slowly wash away
when i hold you close to me,
in the silence of my heart, no echoes can be heard
we will not falter, you will see
an iridescence, serenity
no flood or fear can overwhelm us;
from within, integrity--
a gift only God gives to guide us. -
whispering.. sweetly.
if i could pull at the fabric of time,
i'd pull you into these folds.
and as i whisper that you're mine..
we dream together what our future holds.
if i stitch you into this place where i hide,
you alone would be able to mend
how i was torn of space and time
and around us, rays of light would bend. -
lord, i am scared
and you know, when it pours forth. never knowing how it'd feel to be both healed and whole ( Read more... ) -
as my dread piled up in the tide today
i was overwhelmed, as always, in a moment, time slowing to a nexus in my navel as i felt that tug ( Read more... )