I guess I was wrong. Kayla was wrong actually. Twitch said he doesn't know how long it's gonna be until he wants another relationship... fuck man! Why me? Fuck it! I'm just gonna stay single. I don't need a bf or gf to make me happy. Shit... I'm probably going to get a job soon anyway... and I probably won't have so much time on my hands. I hope I ( Read more... )

Life's going ok right now. I'm talking to the most awesome guy in the whole world. I've been talking to him for a while. And my best friend told me he's going to ask me out soon. =D She wasn't supposed to tell me... but she tells me everything. =) I love Kayla!!!! <3333333 Always! Anywho... his name's Don. I call him by his nickname because I'm so ( Read more... )

Alot has happened lately... dating situation... has... NOT changed. I went to Riverfest Friday, Saturday and yesterday. I went to the Jacknife concert on Saturday which was awesome. Didn't get to take pics with them like they wanted me to. Because my mom always shows up at the worst possible times. I got hit in the head with the mic stand when Age ( Read more... )

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Your movie star name: Pizza Rolls Loren

Your fashion designer name is Kelsey Berlin

Your socialite name is Amsterdam

Your fly girl / guy name is K Mat

Your detective name is White Siberian Tiger Northwest

Your barfly name is Peanut M & M's Viaka

Your soap opera name is Renee Sunset

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I had to do some yard work today... but it's all good. I finally got away from the house tonite... first due to counseling. Then we went and ate at The Jukebox in the mall. I got some inscence, a Pink Floyd Dark Side Of The Moon hat and a shirt that made me think of someone. It's a t-shirt for Wish You Were Here! =D I know it's for the album, but I ( Read more... )

I haven't written in this in so long... damn, feels like it's been forever... well. Um... I'm single. Tim and I didn't work out, neither did the guy after Tim. Things happen... ah well. I've been kinda down lately, but ah well, we all have our ups and downs. I'm just having relationship problems... I'm not in one... but two guys like me and I like ( Read more... )

I'm still with Tim... at least something's going right I guess. I realize that I can't make him in a better mood when he is upset. I tried. =( I always try to make people happy... but sometimes, ok, alot of times, I fail. I wish something would be right for once. I always fuck up. I just lost another friend... then another was bitching about me ( Read more... )

I feel as if everyone hates me now. I'm fucking alone in this world... where did I go wrong? Fuck! I'm so sick of being truthful and trusting and shit like that. Cuz it's not like anyone cares or thinks that I'm honest. Why do I get blamed for loads of bullshit?! I'm tired of trying for everyone. I'm tired of trying to be a good anything! I just ( Read more... )

Well... too much has happened since I last posted. Jordan and I started going out on October 9th and I think it's all over now... he started talking to some bitch. =( I'm tired of the pain. WTF?!!! He told me to promise him not to hurt him (last night), but he can't, himself, do what he made me promise. I would never fucking hurt him. But he goes ( Read more... )