I've started to capitalize the word God.
I don't know why.

I think in pictures and metaphors.

I visited Riley at Hofstra today.
PMS + 9 hours in a car don't make for a very postive me.
But the more I think about it, the more I want to go to New York.
It's not too far or too close. And theres so much to do.
And I don't have EVERYTHING I need for comfort at ( Read more... )

sometimes, i wish i could pass away for a day or two
just to see what people would say about me.

sometimes
it's so difficult
being a twin.

i feel like
i'm always compared to val
and i'm always seen as... messy? a mess.
in legit every part of my life
school, home, home, my family, home, my room?!, my friends, the people i date... and how i handle them?, the people i date, my "boyfriends"
(mmm repeatition for a point)

she claims she doesn't, but i feel ( Read more... )

jesus jeffrey
you make me feel crazy things.

:)

fuck
i love eaglebrook nachos
i've choked on my food two nights in a row (coughing and gasping for air) but... from LAUGHING
my period BLOWS

drunk boys are rediculas
what's with this blast from the past?
confuses me

nights like tonight
and last night remind me
i need not get caught up in (the past)
keep telling me ( Read more... )

i feel so bloated
i drink too much coffee
i'm sick of my period delaying itself a week every month

yo.
i called out of work today
"i'm sick"
no like... i really am? i cough too much
even though i could have easily gone to work and sucked it up. sat, sun, mon, thursday and friday were enough for me this week.

i'm excited for monday = britt's cape house ( Read more... )

lol.
all i ate yesterday was chips and french onion dip
twice.

thats so discusting
i think my body hates me.

i don't think i realize it's august 17th
thats so fucked
i still haven't got my senior picture,
it's resched again till early sept? so maybe my hairrrr aint SOOO black
whatever

last night..
jeffrey handles me well
i have a feeling i'm gonna loooseeee it ( Read more... )

So I've never really listened to Dashboard...
the show was amazing.
+10 to them and Say Anything and Ben Lee.
Legit<3

By the way I love my friends.
Hopefully my hair is wicked brown by the end of today.
I have my senior pictures tomorrow?
And I really like this boy.

Haha. 
Oh my god.

It's 1:41AM and I have a headache and a cigar burn.
Tonight was good.
I think.

stupid.


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OAR TONIGHT.
wooooooooooooooooo
yeahhhh 8)

I still love life.
It does consist of LIVING&LOVING.
Friends are fabulous :)

I'mgettingbetteratthissinglething...
but at the same time,
-1. I'm getting kind of lonely.