so friday afternoon i didn't really feel like just going to hang out at somebody's house like we usually do. i wanted to go see a movie or something but nobody else felt like doing that. they wanted to just go and hang out. at first i was just going to stay home and study for finals, but i went out anyways. we went to a friend's cabin just to relax ( Read more... )

so you say that you care.
and you say that youre trying..

buuut im invisible to you..and even when i talk to you, you ignore me.
i dont get it and you won't explain.
i just want to keep you in my life..i didnt think id lose you altogether

or maybe im just overreacting and should face the facts that you probably dont really care. who knows.

my happiness as of right now consists of ( Read more... )

my friend just called me from maui. shes on her way back home and is going to be riding first class back all by herself. so we decided on a plan to keep her occupied, shes currently in the gift shop buying hawaiian souveneirs. on the plane ride home she'll entertain the stuffy, old rich people by playing a ukulele wearing hawaiian garments (lei's ( Read more... )

so i had a great break. i went to north carolina as usual. for most of the trip my brother was on the phone with his girlfriend and my cousin was out with his girlfriend. so that left me and my other cousin nick to hang out. we just played pool and watched movies. i helped out some drunks which is pretty much becoming a regular thing. i went ( Read more... )

im hoooomee ( Read more... )

im leaving for north carolina in the morning. ill be gone until january first. yup just in time to miss the new years parties. everybody have a lot of fun, i wont be able to post while im there, but expect a long one when i get back. i can still comment on your entries though. so have a lot of funhave a great christmas/hannukah ("holiday season" ( Read more... )

three words to describe tonight..weird, crazy and random ( Read more... )

-remember: "if i thought i was a christmas tree and wore lights and ornaments on myself, would you still love me?" yeah i still remember that. i remember a lot. i miss being your friend ( Read more... )

unexpected sweet things make me happy.

i cant stop smiling. my cheeks are starting to ache

but i dont want to hurt you.
what do i do?