I fall from grace....

[toplflite]

I gave it the good old college try, dashed headlong into my decision, and I've failed greatly. I am not going to continue with school this upcoming semester. The cards were stacked against me. It was great as long as I still had my security job, but not having the job made it nearly impossible to keep myself afloat

Comments

[femmehedoniste]

Sorry to hear it didn't go well.

[wintor]

Keep your head up honey. It will be okay.

[dirty_lil_vixen]

I have the tendancy to subconciously detach myself emptionally but have just enough emotional involvment without letting people in. Weird.

Not weird. Human. It's easier to stay emotionally detached because then you can't get hurt or hurt anyone else.

And at least with school you can say you tried. Are you going to try to get your security job back?

Heehee...

[toplflite]

I know, but I can't think of any reason why I'd do that. I haven't been hurt lately. Although...I've been worried about how people perceive me.

No, the hours sucked. If I have to, I will.