Woo..yeah tonight was pretty fun! And now Im gettin ready to go have some more fun! yay :)

Anyone go to Evangelical Christian (or went before) that could tell me whether they like it or dont like it? I need some details about this place before I agree to anything...lol

tonight was fun. but now i get to sleep for 3 hours and wake up for work. how exciting!

there are some people in this world that i just cant fucking stand. but besides that i love the people in my life! ha and i also love the sex life i have that i dont know about. lol. whatever. i love the things i hear sometimes. definitely makes me laugh...carlys asleep and on my side of my bed and im not tired! damnit. have a good night and

Being grounded is something I'm not used to! My 18th birthday will be one of the most exciting days of my life, lol. Seems like so far away though. I miss the friends Ive been close with and now I'm not. I still love them! But hardly ever see them :(

Today was good! Really nice actually :) I love breaks, nobodys really stressed or anything. And thats what I like to see! Did some Christmas shopping...and still got more to do. But I love buying presents for people so its all good. Hope everyone has a great Christmas!

I hate those 'what ifs' and 'i should have done this'. Its like I live off of those and that gets me nowhere. I've never been one to regret things but now...there are so many things I wish I could change and its the hardest thing when you dont have the power to change something that doesnt feel right.

Every single time I get happy about anything, something else comes back and shoots it right down to where I was before. Come on, I'm not a terrible person. So when Im being made to feel like shit and being told the many things I do wrong, its not that easy to just believe that and be ok with it. Sometimes people take things way too out of hand then ( Read more... )

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I dont want things to be like this. But its so hard. Please make this end soon. This month has been nothing but bad. I dont think ANYTHING went right. I wish I could understand what all these problems are but I just cant figure it out.
I love you and always will <3. Next month needs to come fast. Im like jinxed