Okay, so I went to Cornwall today, and was completely made a fool of.

Why did i like Justin so much? Okay, I know whay, but it's more a question of why I still want to be with him so bad. Maybe I know that things could work. But now he's with Niki, so it doesnt matter.

Brad Webster just asked me out on a date.

YES!

I've liked him ( Read more... )

Leah left me to go get her blood stolen.

Her stomach is empty so her mom proposed the idea of her going to do that.

Her nephew threw up in the car! HA!

i wish i was as beautiful as you are on this cool summer's night.

i wish our lips could touch.

i wish you could feel my chest moving against yours in the dark of the outdoors.

i wish it was perfect, like we promised.

you smell like love, you taste like lust.

Yo and hello to all of you out in LJ land!

It's been a while, huh?

Well, decided to give up on no guys til next summer, don't want to have to face the beautiful letdown when Dave tells me he met another girl. (not like he's mine or anything) Next step is to get Brian to not hate me so much. >_<

I am at Muffin's(Leah, for those of you who don't know ( Read more... )

Sometimes when I think about nothing, and I stare into space, I can still smell his stupid scented cigars.

And I love it.

All of my clothes smell like baby powder.

And I love it.

I told Brian about Dave. Now he's not talking to me, it's not like he and I are/were together. Stupid boy.

God, I miss it already, I wanna go back to Michigan.

I ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm trying to hard to act like nothing ever happened, that's okay that I'm leaving, that I won't miss him ( Read more... )

I'm leaving next week ( Read more... )

I can't fall in love . . . I won't fall in love . . . I must fall in love . . . Can I fall in love with you? They are making out behind me, God save my soul.

I'm in Michigan.
I got so bored with the old journal.

Too many bad memories.

So, I met Dad for the first time in 8 years, whoopie.

It wasn't that eventful. I was just bored.

Hmmmm.