Comments | too_green_eyes: 12 [AUDIO]

too_green_eyes

12 [AUDIO]

Apr 15, 2008 08:10

I think...

[Low hiss, almost a whimper.]

Goddammit get out of my head...!

I--nngh--I am staying in a separate room today.

Please, do not come looking for me. I just--

I can't--

[Another whimper, through clenched teeth, a strangled gulp of breath. Voice is low and pained.]

Dear Makers it's like being eight all over again...

[Long pause in ( Read more... )

leave me alone, upset enough to use contractions, shitshitshit, healer-sense, abilities, hiding out, aaaaagh fix it

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[Voice] sing_nonomori April 15 2008, 17:21:56 UTC

He da... it is not good feeling of magic coming back.

Rest. Rest and drink water, or you will not become well.

[Voice] too_green_eyes April 15 2008, 17:31:26 UTC

No. Not a good feeling at all.

...Well, a couple good feelings, some positive emotions, but not enough to drown out the rest.

[Voice] sing_nonomori April 15 2008, 17:37:56 UTC

You can hear people feeling? He... that is good gift. People make many good sound in heart.

Um... if thing is too loud, maybe dream silent dream? Or dream of deep ocean, where sound is low and full, cool and dark.

[Voice] too_green_eyes April 15 2008, 17:54:42 UTC

It's not really hearing--more like...tasting. Feeling in my lungs the back of my throat and...

...This is hard to explain.

I'm trying to ignore most of it, but it's just choking right now...

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clean_cuffs April 15 2008, 17:50:15 UTC

Having trouble?

too_green_eyes April 15 2008, 17:56:14 UTC

[Kinda strangled, spoken through clenched teeth.]

Just a little, yes. Having no control makes this very difficult.

clean_cuffs April 15 2008, 18:12:55 UTC

I imagine so. Anything you need?

[Voice] too_green_eyes April 15 2008, 19:59:47 UTC

No, no, I just--Yorda offered me a place on the roof, so I will be up there if you really need me. I'll be all right once this settle back out.

This happened when I was little, too, but it only took two days to even out, and I didn't know what I was doing then. I hope to be under control again by this evening.

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keepyou_safe April 15 2008, 20:35:45 UTC

You don't want visitors, fine, I'll respect that, but there might be something to deaden the pain, if it gets to be too much. I can leave it close by for you, if you'd like.

too_green_eyes April 15 2008, 20:52:15 UTC

No, you see--

[Heavy sigh as he hits a lull, thank the Makers.]

It is not anything that I think medicine could help, Healer Tam. It is...complicated.

You see, as a Green Eco Saturate, I have the ability to sense the emotions and sensations of those around me. It helps healers find out what is wrong and in need of treatment. Currently, my abilities are returning--but they are completely out of my control, so...

...You can see why this is difficult. The eco in me is going completely haywire. It should even out eventually, but until I can at least dull down my healer-sense then I--

[Breaks off with a gasp, silent for several seconds before speaking through clenched teeth.]

Then I can taste everyone's hurt screaming in my head.

keepyou_safe April 15 2008, 21:08:33 UTC

Wo de ma that's...no, the only thing I could think of that might help is a sedative, but even then...

I wish there was something that could be done.

nofaithtolose April 15 2008, 22:45:52 UTC

Godspeed to recovery.

exotictaste April 15 2008, 22:46:21 UTC

As Balthier had said; f we can be of help, we shall. Get well soon.