I HAVE SUCH GOOD FRIENDS. AND SUCH FILTHY HABITS.

[tonieboo0013]

I've decided to try quitting smoking again. I've been a smoker for over two years now, and while it doesn't sound like a very long time, it's nearly impossible to give up.

After talking with my future roommate Ruth, she decided that every time I have a cigarette, she burns a photo of Arashi.

This is what she tweeted me an hour ago:

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[musosuru]

that's awesome yet quite disturbing too Xd If anyone saw that out of context it would look like anti-fans XD

I hope you can do it!!

[tonieboo0013]

LMAO, I know, right XD Ruth's all WILL YOUR ARASHI FRIENDS HATE ME IF I MAKE THEM BURN?! but it's for the well being of my lungs, so, all should be understood :3

[musosuru]

it is :3

[tangiblewhimsy]

Ahh, good luck! That's an interesting punishment/reward system for sure. I would also recommend not trying to go cold turkey. I live in a household of smokers and any time anyone has tried to quit without easing back on their habit or finding an alternative (my dad has one of those electic cigarette things that produces water vapor instead of smoke so you don't get tar in your lungs) then it's just... Well, I don't know anyone who has managed to quit and stay quit cold turkey.

It's great you have so much support and people helping you out, though!

[tonieboo0013]

I went cold turkey after a horrible flu last winter, and I actually lasted three or four weeks. But then I went right back at it :| I have those vapor things, and once I cut down on my smoke intake a bit more, I plan on using those along with the nicotine patch. Hopefully, it'll work! If I still have cravings when I move back to uni, Ruth said she'll make a sock puppet and keep me distracted until the craving passes XD

I'm so lucky to have people willing to help me out through this thing :3 They've been at me forever to give it up, so, they better help haha!

[quartered]

THE YOUTUBE VIDEO IS AMAZING

[tonieboo0013]

I KNOW, RIGHT. IT WAS MEANT TO TRAUMATISE ME BUT. WITH THE MUSIC. I CAN'T.

I LAUGHED SO HARD WHEN I FIRST SAW IT XD

[tonieboo0013]

THAT'S OKAY. I LOVE YOU ANYWAY.

[120795]

I AM HERE TO OFFER A REWARD. HI.

THAT'S RIGHT.

HELLO TONYA.

EVEN THOUGH I HAVE NOT WRITTEN ANYTHING IN MONTHS. IF YOU QUIT BY UH IDK. OKAY IF YOU MANAGE TO NOT SMOKE (OR LIKE CUT DOWN IDK HOW DOES THIS WORK) FOR LIKE TWO MONTHS STRAIGHT.

I WILL WRITE SOMETHING FOR YOU. ANYTHING. PREFERABLY NOT FANFIC BECAUSE I HAVE FALLEN SO FAR OUT OF FANDOM. BUT ANYTHING. A POEM OR AN EPIC OR SOMETHING. ANYTHINGGGGGGG.

YOU MANAGE TO NOT SMOKE A CIGARETTE FOR TWO MONTHS. AND I SHOWER YOU WITH CRAPPY WRITING. right. yes.

okay. right. yes. hi tonya. let's pretend this flail never existed and instead looks like a nice, kind, coherent comment with minimal capslock :|

[tonieboo0013]

OH MY GOD HELLO BABY SHA. HELLO.

That would be so awesome, yes it would :3 I'm hoping to stop regular smoking by August 15th, when I leave for my Toronto trip, then completely stop smoking once I get to uni on September 1st. IF I END UP LASTING TWO MONTHS, YOUR PRESENT WILL ARRIVE AROUND MY 21ST BIRTHDAY. HOOHAA THAT WOULD BE NICE *__*

BUT I LIKE CAPS LOCK. AND I LIKE YOU. AND IT'S SO MUCH FUN WHEN YOU'RE TOGETHER. ♥.

[120795]

this means I will actually complete a birthday present for someone for once :0 yes do tell me if you succeed and then I will um write for you yes c:

[tonieboo0013]

WHEN I GIVE UP GIVE UP, I WILL LET YOU KNOW. AND WE'LL TRACK IT FROM THERE AHAHA.