Oh dammit...dammit fucking dammit!!!!!
What the hell was I-...how I am supposed to explain that?!
I can't face him, shit. He might ask if I've already...
Fine...perhaps I admit...I-...have some feelings for that idiot...that...I love him.
I just have to hide it. Even if fate will keep us apart, I won't confuse him by saying anything, or drive him away
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