A human life is a terrible thing to waste

[tomspud]

Let me start by apologizing for whining as much as I do-now I'll go on and whine some more. I guess that I've felt the way I feel right now since I was 15 years old, and nothing that I've done in life has disproven how I feel. I was born an only child, and have felt like an outsider as long as I can remember. I went to a small elementary school

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[tomspud]

It's part of growing up, I guess-questions and problems that have no answers.
It's not depression, feeling empty and hopeless is not necessarily depression-I've been depressed in the past, it's a lot different than the way I feel.
It's funny-a lot of ppl. would die for the job, the ability to do and go where I want, to have a house, a car, and anything else I want that I have, but not having self worth inside of myself makes everything superfluous.
I appreciate your reading and your kind words, Emily.

[z3nyatta]

I wish I had more useful things to say but honestly Tom you have so many people who care about you. Don't give up hope that tomorrow will be a better day. *hugs*

[tomspud]

That's what keeps me going!

[theroyal_e]

It's easy to say thta tomorrow will br better than today, but I've been saying that for 35 years and it's not happening.

change the course. you've done what you expect to do. do something unexpected and it might reap you different results.