awkward inner dialogue

[tjackson]

So I've got ljsecret on my friendlist. Basically it's like post_secret on LJ...

Anyways, in the last 'batch' someone posted the following 'secret'.

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[anonymous]

Hey Tom, it's been awhile!

Why would that be bad? I think it's good you feel something at all, even if you don't actually follow through and try to find out who in the house this secret is from.

You can't be responsible for everybody, but if you feel a strong enough calling...go for it.

[tjackson]

Hey :)

First off, thanks for replying with your name, even after this anonymous one went through ... apparently I really _don't_ like the anonymity of anonymous posting after all :)

Secondly, I've never really been able to turn off the 'feeling for someone' part of myself ... which is really starting to get annoying. It seems that the part of me that weighs whether or not to actually call/hug/whatever ... is getting stronger as I'm no longer inclined to ... care beyond my means. If that makes any sense at all...

Anyways .. back to bed.

[ballodiluna]

Oops...that was me!

[tjackson]

:) Okie doke, thanks for letting me know.

No problemo ... :)