My BPD is in 5th gear.

Hanging yourself would be the best way to go. You could think about everything while you slip away in to the writhing pain. Delicious I say.

I was once a murderer, now I am just a shell of a man. I did things most men will never do, now I am stuck in the fascade of blue collar life. This all started with the advent of one visage, that I will never see again. With my luck I probably will. I will be watching until then. I am a killer, I am a sinner, I am the reason children stay up ( Read more... )

Ok ok ok, check this, I am updating my webpage not. It is: www.counteredculture.com. Check it out yo.

-Roger

This is my celly blow it up yo. (661) 778-8616. So if you want to talk, call me.

-Roger

I wish I would get amenesia and forget all my sorrows and hang ups. Last I had such a wonderful dream. I tripped and fell, when I looked up all my friends from Pensacola were standing around me. Rob gave me a hand and helped me up. They pushed me over the side of a cliff and I started falling. Not in a bad way either. As I am I falling my ( Read more... )

I just wanted to say something. I know what you are doing. So just stop lying and admit it. So we can just put this all in the past.

-Roger

PS
Good friends are suppose to be forever.

I have figured it out. This is what I mean:

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You all know how this works I am doing is all over again. Let us see how many people replay this time ( Read more... )

Is anybody listening to me? Where did she go? Is anybody out there? Am I wasting these feelings for nothing? I guess I will never know for sure, another unanswered question. A lie that will go unproven false. That is my life.

-Roger