Too little too late. FUCK.

I just ate a very questionable cookie. I don't feel bad about it, excpet that my stomach is kind of starting to hurt. PMS made me do it ( Read more... )

I need a cigarette. A big one. With tons of nicotine. And a stiff drink.

Speaking of drinks, I had a hypnotiq martini last night at a gay cabaret show. WHAT?!?!

Just in case someone still reads this besides Dave, which by the way, thank you dave for still reading this and pretending to care about it :) If I had money you know I'd visit you ( Read more... )

Why does my life seem so much like a shitty novel right now?

I turned 22 2 days ago. I'm not even going to get into the bad parts of this valentines/birthday and just say that what was good was amazing. My friends are incredible people and I love them very much ( Read more... )

It's snowing. How appropriate.

Fuck you February.

Due to the fact that I celebrate Chinese New Year more than I celebrate traditional New Years I have developed a list of my resolutions. Perhaps it is a bit late-coming even for Chinese New Year, but fuck it. Better late than never ( Read more... )

I'm not a very good friend this year. I've forgotten two of my best friend's birthdays. What the fuck is wrong with me? I feel like the biggest asshole. Am I really this horrible and showing people that i love them? I guess so. Damn it.

I won't even make any excuses. I'm just going to accept the fact that I'm a terrible friend. I'm sorry you guys.

I have been sick for a few days now. Tends to happen this time of year. Almost exactly actually. Last year on my sister's birthday exactly (jan. 22) I came down with pneumonia. This year I'm just dying with a ticking time bomb inside my head. The pressure has gotten the best of my sanity and I have arthritis of the hips, knees and ankles. Not ( Read more... )