Okay so ..... this is me I guess. I'm going to say a little about myself, so you can read this before you decide to friend me, if you want
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hi, i noticed you added me, just want to let you know i added you back :)
i think we have some similarities. I don't throw up either (i actually have a phobia of it). And i can totally relate to not going out, not making friends, because of my weight. i feel so fat and i feel so embarrassed of myself... like, i don't want people to see me like I am now.. i'd rather hide now and appear later when i'm not so fat. its resulted in me losing all my friends, and it been so long now that i feel apathetic toward even making an effort to meet people. And then whenever I do get invited out its always, "Let's go out to EAT!!!" And then i find myself making excuses and canceling on people because i just don't want to go out to eat... and ruin my day.
ugh, I know! and then you feel stupid for dressing all grungy because everyone else is always all dressed up and looks good and you just look/feel like a slob. I hate that.
I can't wait until I hear about your progress. :) I read this whole entry. It really reminds me of myself.
When you're talking about the whole "cookie thing," I'll try my best being that person who tells you NO. If you want me to be, that is. As long as you do the same for me. :)
thanks! that would be perfect. we need to stick together. :) that's the best way to do it. and i honestly think it's mean when people don't tell you the truth. it's like they want to see you get fat or something. i'd rather just be honest. <3
I've gained a ton of weight since starting college, and I feel so embarrassed about it, I'm always wearing baggy clothes and I feel like everyone's looking at me thinking, "God, how did she get so fat, she was skinny a few months ago." I used to starve myself and diet and was really thin, which I would like to do again. I can relate to many of the things you said. I would definitely support you, if you would support me.
Hey. :) I talked to you last night. Anyway, you said you hadn't joined any communities. I strongly advise anabootcamp (my favorite community) and cherishskinny (my second favorite community). They're both really active, very inclusive, and just plain awesome.
I'm glad you have added me as a friend. I know I can help you and you can help me. Were in the same boat girl! Well, I'm 17 and my disordered eating started right around 8th grade...when my dad committed suicide. I didn't really know what I was beginning to start at that age but back then I Loved how my body was. I wore a size 12 jean and I was the smallest girl in my 8th grade class. Over the years I have gained weight, lost, gained and now I'm on ABC and It's goin good...losing again! I'm here for encouragement girl so just remember to stay strong and think about the end results. The will power is the strongest thing you can have! Other people envy self control so be proud that you can do this and be proud of yourself and your body!
Wow. I'm sorry to hear about your dad. But yea, we do seem to be in the same boat. And you're completely right .... I really want to lose weight, but I think what I want even more is to KNOW that I have the control over my body and especially my mind. I have struggled with that, and the strength of will is what I want to have. <3
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i think we have some similarities. I don't throw up either (i actually have a phobia of it). And i can totally relate to not going out, not making friends, because of my weight. i feel so fat and i feel so embarrassed of myself... like, i don't want people to see me like I am now.. i'd rather hide now and appear later when i'm not so fat. its resulted in me losing all my friends, and it been so long now that i feel apathetic toward even making an effort to meet people. And then whenever I do get invited out its always, "Let's go out to EAT!!!" And then i find myself making excuses and canceling on people because i just don't want to go out to eat... and ruin my day.
anyway, nice to meet you, and best of luck!
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I read this whole entry. It really reminds me of myself.
When you're talking about the whole "cookie thing," I'll try my best being that person who tells you NO. If you want me to be, that is.
As long as you do the same for me. :)
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I'm here for you if you need me!
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my name is aayla by the way. my AIM is airealataiel and my msn messenger is airealataiel@hotmail.com
also if you live in the US and want to text, we can chat online some time and i can give you my number.
hang in there. we will do this. :)
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<3
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