Sick to my...

[tinysecrets19]

Well, I'm supposed to be working tonight. I went in for an hour, but then I left "sick" because I honestly feel like I cannot function. I'm a fucking wreck. I spent all of my energy making thanksgiving dinner, all alone, to watch Amara eat it as she enjoyed her Charlie Brown special and I picked around my plate unable to stomach more than ten bites

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[nashifeet]

its going to be okay. i have days where i just.cant.work, and ive called in, and taken the hit financially but you make do. you can do this. you have to think about your happiness, and your sanity, because you need to be whole for yourself, amara, and baby 2. just breathe. sometimes, at night, i lay in bed with a cold washcloth on my forehead, eyes closed, and i refuse to think. it helps. another thing that might help....is to not look at things as absolute. look at it as infinite, not as beginnings and endings. don't think about what's going to happen today or tomorrow or in a year. just think about what you need to do in order to get through the day, in order to share a smile with amara and let it go. breathe. its going to be okay.

[ashleighzombie]

i'm so sorry you're having to go through all of this sweetie. i wish there was something i could say or do to help. you're so strong though. don't let him belittle you <3