Here's the thing.

[tinyosu]

You all know by now that I don't update this much, and honestly it's usually only when something has been eating at my mind for several days, which is why there isn't much in here. I just don't have that kind of attention span. Recently though, the thoughts going through my mind have to deal with my friends and the potentially changing

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[averagefry]

i completely understand where you're coming from. on many levels. i don't really consider myself a social person. i generally think i'm the downer in the party, and, as my roommate says, i'm the "party pooper." it doesn't help that she thinks it's funny to say this and so she says it a lot, but oh well. i probably am. as a result, while i do become sad and upset when people eventually forget to call and stuff, on some level, i think, "well, it makes sense, because who wants to be around a clingy downer anyway?" and then i become angry with myself for having such a low self-image, because generally i kind of like myself. but yeah. i feel ya. i'm going through my own sort of self-hate phase. i think you have my cell if you want to talk. just uh...preferably after 9pm on weekdays haha.

dont you worry...

[tinyosu]

i just got a call from my father and apparently i doubled my allowance of cell minutes last month, which attributed an extra 162 dollars to the bill... hes not happy at all, so i have a bit of a limit to my phone usage right now....

Re: dont you worry...

[averagefry]

lol ouch. well, my room number is in my profile, if you feel like calling that ever. i must be getting close to my minutes limit too.