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tinydancermags

Revenge of the Emo

Jan 27, 2009 23:49

It's late and I should be asleep, 5:00 is way too early. But the emo has taken hold of my senses again. I hate this feeling, I really, really do. The feeling of not being in control of anything. My sleeping, my thoughts, my emotions - I can't fucking control any of it right now.

It's different this time, I'm noticing. Before I couldn't sleep, at ( Read more... )

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tinydancermags January 29 2009, 02:04:52 UTC

Yeah, I usually hate the phrase, "You'll be okay." It's pretty much useless to me.

I don't usually vent about stuff like this, because I just feel like I'm complaining about everything. It's just all a mess. But thank you, I really do appreciate the support. :)

kelles January 28 2009, 06:48:51 UTC

The emo has a way of doing that. I know lately I've been so emo about so many things. And you've got a lot to deal with. Your uncle and your brother? Don't ever apologize for whining or venting. That's what we're here for. I hope you feel better. If you ever want to talk, you know where I'm at. *hugs*

tinydancermags January 29 2009, 02:15:34 UTC

Emo is my worst enemy, I think. Yeah, my uncle died unexpectedly last spring. It really shook up my whole family for a long time. And my brother is currently in Kuwait, waiting to go to Iraq. My brain hasn't really been handling it well.

I'm feeling a bit better right now, though I had a rough morning and afternoon. I was about ready to hide in the storage closet today. But I bought Phantoms tickets yesterday and Flyers tickets tonight, so it's hard to be emo with hockey in my future. :)

Thank you *hugs*

revuko January 28 2009, 07:21:53 UTC

vent as much as you need to, it's going to help. You can't keep that stuff to yourself sometimes

tinydancermags January 29 2009, 02:16:52 UTC

Thanks, I hope it helps, too. I think one of my biggest problems is that I'm becoming a little TOO good at keeping things to myself...

fairygirl03 January 28 2009, 09:41:23 UTC

Whine, vent, rant whatever the hell it takes cause keeping all that bottled up isn't a good thing. So just do whatever it takes to get it out.

And I understand completely what you're going through. I went through something like that a few years ago, it's horrible and the only difference is, I didn't have people or a place I could vent/whine at.

tinydancermags January 29 2009, 02:39:00 UTC

I'm actually finding it a bit odd to even be writing about it. I'm so used to keeping it bottled up. There's honestly only about three people in my everyday life that have any idea about this, so I'm kind of thrown a little by all the support on here. But thank you, I really appreciate it. :)

exigencyexit January 28 2009, 19:48:15 UTC

Hey, *hugs* I hope the day is going well, better than this morning. It may not be, but I'm having a pretty crappy day too :( Weather sucks and I'm sick like WHOA. Remember that idea about running off to Canada? Or was it Florida now? Anyway, both sound good. Just let me know when. I already got my bags packed ;)

tinydancermags January 29 2009, 02:50:20 UTC

*hugs*

Today sucked, plain and simple. Sorry for my crazy text messages, I was having a minor freak-out for most of the day. Which you already know, but yeah.

Crappy days suck. We should totally boycott them. No more crappy days for us. Hope you're feeling better, too. Boo to the sick :(

How about we hit Florida for a few days of sunshine with the boys and then we can head up north to hockey country? I'll start packing. ;)