so this will probably be my only entry this summer. i don't have time to write on the computer, nor do i feel the need to like i did a few years ago. and although this entry may seem like i'm pleading for sympathy, i'm really not....i guess i'm just writing it to warn you not to let it happen to you ( Read more... )

somebody save my life

nevermind

it amazes me how quickly life goes back to the way it should be.

and it gives me hope that eventually everything will be ok.

i've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
and i thought that being strong
meant never losing your self control
but i'm just drunk enough
to let go of my pain
to hell with my pride
let it fall like rain from my eyes
tonight i wanna cry...

i'm crying for you. and what we lost.

why does this upset me like it does? people change i changed and i probably wouldve said no anyways but i guess i just wouldve liked to be asked. but then again i know why i wasnt. because i'm not in high school anymore.

oh well. we live and learn. i was never one to hold grudges. now is not the time to start.

home.

havent written in awhile....just not feeling up to it i guess ( Read more... )

if only love could find us all
if only hearts didn't have to fall
we can't mislead to make things right
so instead we'll sleep alone tonight

if someone fate were in my hands
would it be enough to understand
why we feel lost in a world so small
if only love could find us all...

ahhh what a night